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Nov. 28th 2005-Cycle of Melting-
I'm quiet thankful! Thxgiving break went very well! My best friends drove up from MN and we had an amazing time and took a few pix. In the begining i was feeling nostalgic and listened to many songs from the past. Almost each and every song makes me think of somebody. It's really nice to think about where've I've been and all the things I've done that I forget about, most importantly all the amazing people I've met in my lifetime and how the internet has allowed us to keep in contact. Not much improvement on the lady issue,i take full responsibility, having the oppurtunity to talk to her about it but not taking it. I was scared of what the outcome of the discussion would be. If it were bad i wouldn't want that to ruin my best friend's vacation time here. So that I regret and hope i'll get another oppurtunity. I was thankful for seeing her a couple times during break and learning more about her! zzzz off to class!! I truely think i've found my niche, social sciences rock! i was always interested in them, but never really knew they were social sciences (psych,economics, etc) Leave a Comment
Nov. 16th 2005-Snow Drifting Baby!!-
Snow. It's been 4 years since i've seen you. You came so silenty. I looked out the window, got studying, looked out again before i went to sleep and you covered everything in sight. I expected you to come with noise and heavy winds. You're a trickey 1!! I REALLY enjoy driving my car on you. Everytime I turn or hit the accelerate I slip, something that was relatively hard to do in FL, even when it rained heavily. Once i get some time i'm gonna definately drift in an open parking lot, like my boss advised me to do. I'm begining to think a Camaro may not be the best car for winter, but i think i'll manage if the plows come regularly. I hope Shami drives safely in the snow! Hez comming! 1 more day and thxgiving break!!
Nov. 13th 2005-I got Pwned-
I could see it in her face when i asked her to go out with me...to be mine. I had ruined the perfect moment. I truely thought it was the right thing to do.I can take a hint. Wouldn't it be be much more humane to give me a yes or no answer..or a ji or nahi, in any language, in any medium of communication. 1) I've got No time: I would be more than happy if all we ever got was 2 hours a week, or occasional chats 2) I'm leaving next semester: More reason to make use of the time we have now. I thought I was a flirt/tease! It took me so long to gather the courage to ask a girl out and now i'll go back into the depression of winter 03(previous attempt at a relationship). It's always in the winter when I mess things up. I don't understand. I see my self as a good guy, the type girls would die for. Am I so undesirable? I have no intentions to screw around. I can take a hint. Just remember. It was you..who asked me to walk, It was you, who fed me, my own cooking. You like my car, you like my house, you like everything about, therez one thing missing. You don't seem to like me.
Nov. 10th 2005- Not the biggest fan of Snow-
It started snowing here yesterday. Whenever I tell Michigangers that i used to live in MN they ALWAYS say "Ohh, it's warmer here, but we get more snow" as if it's a proven fact, EVERYBODY SAYS IT. So it has to be true. Shami and Adil are commin up for thanksgiving!I performed onstage last Friday and it was exhilerating! it was a year before I had been onstage and i can't wait to go back. I'm the new WMTU (Mich Tech's College Radio) World Music Director. I also hope to get more invovled with MTU's USG (Student Govt.) AND hopefully become an officer of ISA. I was told alot of the current ISA administration is gonna leave for the spring semester. I took a huge step this weekend and *gasp* asked out a girl. I don't know if she realizes how hard that was for me. It's the 10th and I'm still anxiously waiting a reply..and I thought I had it 100%. It took a couple years for me to gather up the courage to ask someone out again. Getting turned down hurts so much, if it happens again I'll probably go back into the shallow stupor, cept now it'll be snowing and cold..brrr. Nice Blog Shazoo!!