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| this song was another song about Natalie (see Retrospect). when she said she didnt want to date me, i was a little taken back. it was a surpise but i am glad she came right out and told me this instead of just not returning my phone calls. we still talked for a few weeks but then like so many other girls before...she stopped calling me back. this song was just a statement to her that i would be waiting if she felt like she was ready to start dating again. i cant begin to imagine what it is like to be involved in a serious relationship and then it end suddenly. i can just believe from what she told me that a year is not long enough to heal. I never actually got to let her hear this song. she told me once that guys have written songs bout her in the past and she thought it was just a way that they thought they could win her over or impress her. so i never mentioned it to her. I just saw her recently at sweet eugenes...with her boyfriend. she looked as cute as ever (3-1-05). i know this is not goodbye but i have to be patient and try to forget what i expect believe you'll not reject I trust you know whats good and to do what you know you should i want to give you time to heal i cant imagine what you feel CHORUS: i'll leave the light on for you to keep the memories fresh and new i'll leave the light on for you so you have a safe place to return to as your thinking about the past i'm hoping this will not last i'm pray you can move on right now i'm letting you be gone i'm hoping you can someday let those feelings fade I'm hoping i can be there when you open your heart again [chorus] come back to me come back to me callousness is taking its toll i cant guarantee that i'll be home when you make up your mind to come around i dont want you to come running to me when you cant find what you need when nothing else can be found [chorus] come back to me come back to me i know the timing is not right i just keep thinking bout that night you seemed so open to my words you made me feel like i was heard you stop me from trying justify all these reasons why you're understanding who i am right now i need to talk to you again [chorus] come back to me come back to me |
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