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Livin the Life by Shane Simar-Ramnaikash |
| Copyright �2008 Shane Eugene Simar-Ramnaikash |
| Table of Contents: Preface Livin the Life Introduction On Sex and Sexuality On Pornography, Oh naughty boy! I'm Coming OUT! Me; a visual or not. Religion and points to view Platonic Love Relationships, to have or have naught and more |
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| Preface |
| As I sit here wondering what happened with my life, a deep sense of desperation begins to overwhelm my sense of reality; and sometimes when we feel that loss of self in life, we see that there is so much to not only be grateful for, but to indeed cherish so many of the little things. So, In short, thanks to God and my adopted family, for giving me the strength and light to continue this journey into the future. Thank you for all the love, laughs and tears. I love each and every one of you! And please remember you, the ones I love most, are truly my magnum Opus; my great work! |
| Part 1 Living the Life
The Intro. . . I find Inspiration in so many of the little things in life, like for example, humor, taken in and processed by the mind can change any event or outcome of any event. |
| In living the gay lifestyle, look out, cause no matter what you do or say, you are going to mess it up! I truly find the strangest humor in it all. I have a tenancy to give nick names to everyone and it is based on the sarcastic non-idealistic ideals that I hold true to myself. My boss is a perfect example, with his charming smile and thickly spoken English, can annoy one to the brink of suicide or at least a stiff drink. I find that after a couple drinks, its all good, ugly people can become rather attractive, and even though a hangover is sure to follow, it can, on occasion, be worth it. In the gay lifestyle or "In the life" as we call it, alcohol can and usually is a part of it, and I have found, that under stress, taken in sufficient quantities, will ensure at least a good nites rest. I enjoy observing people and of course being a part of it all, I mean come on, I am after all a gay guy who loves to be the center of attention, and since I am no longer 20, I have to compensate with quick wit and a sharp tongue. When I go out for the evening, I love going to the strip clubs, not only for the eye candy, but the familiarity of the place; the dark walls, smell of urine, cheap liquor, the go-go boys who will do almost anything for a dollar, but all the funnies I can throw out there. And I have learned that alcohol, taken in sufficient quantities, will produce a great state of drunkenness. I honestly feel sorry for the guy that ends up with the likes of me, I just hope he can handle my quick wit and has a strong back. So, anyhow, there I was seated quite properly at the bar drinking my $1.50 Vodka and Cranberry, when I observed the dancer up on the stage, he could not have been more than twenty two or twenty three, he had the figure of a fifty year old, and I thought to myself, wow, even I could have a career here. The face in the reflection of the mirror has changed a little over the years but there is always the opportunity to become a go-go boy if ever I fall on hard times. The nightclub barely had ten patrons there and therefore I took it upon myself to make sure that my companion and I assuredly had a good time!
The really difficult thing about the life is the loneliness and sense that you don't fit in anywhere, so you try to go to bars and shady places, to find other people like you, cause in the light of day you just can't be you. I hope that my views on things may either entertain you or perhaps at least allow you to focus your attention on something other than your own dull sense of reality. Look at it this way, would you rather sit in an empty room with nothing to do? Well, you are always welcome to sit here with me, and trust me; you�ll thank me for it later. Oh, by the way there is fresh coffee, so grab a cup and have a seat�� hmm, where shall we begin? |
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