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| ~*~ Essentials ~*~ Pen name: Shukujo Kurai Also known as: Bunny >_<;;; Age: Doesn't matter anyway B-day: October 29 Occupation: Student ~*~ Silly Stuff ~*~ Hobbies: Sleeping, reading, and writing Favorite season: Autumn Favorite Sport to watch: Hockey, 'cause it's just neat... ^.^; Favorite Magazines: Discover (I'm a geek...I know ^.^) Favorite Toothpaste: anything Colgate Favorite BubbleGum: Um...bubblegum flavored bubblegum? Favorite Candy: I really don't like candy... ^.^;;; But I guess if I had to pick one, it'd be Necco Wafers. Favorite Store(s): I HATE shopping! *dies* Favorite Thing to Wear to School: clothes Favorite Word: 'Hn.' or 'Aa.' Thing You Say Way Too Much: see above Favorite ice-cream Flavor: vanilla Favorite Soda: ew....Sprite, I guess Favorite drink other than soda: Green tea, coffee, juices, carrot-berry juice, regular tea........*babbles on and on* Last Book you Read by Choice: Profiling Violent Crimes Where is your computer: on my desk Silliest Thing You've Said: everything I say is silly.... Favorite Smiley Face: �_�; or ^.^;;; Last thing you said: "Hn." When told to 'have a good day tomorrow'. ~*~ Web Life ~*~ Site: Bright Eyes Date started: Um...2000? HTML?: *sighs* No... Fic Projects: x_X; What It Would Be Like, Remember Me, Meet Me Again, If Only, Beautiful, Untitled Weiss Fic #'s 1, 2, and 3. ~*~ Friends and Their Sites ~*~ Marie (Makoto-chan/Sango) Duo-kun MD (Komadori-chan MD) |
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| 10.01.02 I wasn't going to update today, but Mako-chan mentioned it. Usually I don't update everyday because I don't feel that people want to hear about my days...I mean, even _I_ don't want to hear about my days...they're too boring. So here I am...attempting to update. Mako-chan! Find more quizzes! XD Oh, that's another thing. I started a page dedicated to all the quizzes I've taken. *sweatdrop* It was taking up too much room on this page. QuIzZeS! Arg...Geocities...u_u They've been doing better than what they used to, I'll give them that. Much better than they used to. Last night they were just giving me fits. Must have been a busy night...-_-; It's almost time for a new layout! Once I think of one, that is...�_�; I might use some of Jhonen Vasquez's work...it all depends on how much free time I have. Speaking of free time...I really should be working on my Physics...I have piles of homework from where I missed yesterday. u_u; Warg... I decided to take a break after doing ten problems that resulted in three pages (front and back) of numbers, formulas, and calculations. Ick... When I get time, I'm going to post an old list of tacky things that Mako and I made up (it was an English assignment...that got a bit out of hand...) and a few more of my rantings. (As if these aren't rantings enough...) But today I promised Jenn that I'd try to come over to help her with Statistics...So...I'd better go work on Physics. Ja! ~Kurai |
| 10.03.02 16:30 When will it end? Arg... As you can tell, I'm a tad bit frustrated at the moment. Listen to last night's ramblings: Sweet angry Jeezus...x_X I'm trying to edit this with Dreamweaver...it was supposed to be simple...I distinctly remember hearing the word 'simple' in the overview that one of my mother's collegues gave me. I desire simple, you rebellious mutants! *has finally gone insane* Everything looks crooked in this...It won't let my gif of Kagome go up further and it doesn't like when things overlap. (Which is bad for me, because I always overlap my elements.) Perhaps one day I'll figure this thing out. Mako-chan has to use this thing in her computers class so maybe she'll figure it out and help me. (She informed me that it was evil while on the way to mass this evening.) Yeaah...�_�;;; At least I've regained some of the sanity that I lost during that adventure with Dreamweaver. Must...change...layout! x_X;;; Maybe laters...u_u; Oh, there are now 3 pages of quizzes for yenz to take. ~.^ Why do I attract the weirdos? Today, a guy from my English class came up to me at lunch and proceeded to hit on me. >_<; This is the kind of guy that should have graduated two years ago... He's talked to me before, but he's never hit on me. Weird... He likes the fact that I keep a notebook of all my ramblings and writings. �_�; Well, I need to update a few more things...(like, maybe, the layout!) ~Kurai |
| 10.07.02 19:42 *whines* I updated the quizzes...still working on the new layout... School sucks...m'kay? I think I'm going insane from lack of sleep...o_o <-- is zombie I wore bat anntennae today...I made everyone smile with my magical springy-ness...^.^ Although strange guys kept asking to pet my bats...>_<; Oh, the humanity... *pokes screen* Aww...no pretty colors like on the laptop... *pouts* Well, Makoto says that she has more quizzes up, so I'm gonna go check them out. Thankies Mako-chan! <3 ~Kurai |
| 10.07.02 20:46 MORE quizzes! x_X; Beware the chickens! They come to steal your brains! Beware!!! Yep...I'm finally losing it...well, what little bit was there to start out with, at least. Erg.... Dah! The chickens! They hath found me! Why?! Why doth thou seeketh me out each time?! @_@ Doth thou seeketh revenge for thine digested bretheren?! Woe! Woe tis I who feasteth upon the chickens of the earth! I've got a luhvuhlee pair of bitty-bats, dittle-dee-dee-dee there they are a-bouncin' in a row! x_X Seeketh thee not revenge, mine chicken friends! For I would maketh not a tastey meal for which to dine upon. Have you seen the chicken-men, the chicken-men, the chicken-men? Have you seen the chicken-men, so I can cut off their bloody heads?! Um...yeah...sane matters...think sane matters... Wah... I'm actually having a rather intelligent conversation on AIM, perhaps I am just choosing to spout off my insane psycho-babble here...you poor readers, you. Pecketh thee not at mine feet, foul chicken! Thou art a minion of Satan himself! Away with thee at once! Psycho-babble is your friend..... Mmm...essay...*drools* Must write.... I'm off! *insert dramatic theme song here* ~Kurai |
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| 10.08.02 18:20 Mmmm...pink rinos... Le warg...as you can tell, I still haven't gotten enough sleep to sustain my normalness...so you are left with the odd me. The chickens are still stalking me, by the way. Like the gifs? I maded them myself...^.^ (Yes, I know that 'maded' is incorrect grammer...I wasn't thinking when I typed it, but it looked really funny, so I decided to leave it.) They're from Jhonen Vasquez's I Feel Sick. Must...get...ears, tail, and bow tie...must move from desk...x_X ' The hedgehogs! Rabid hedgehogs! Run for your lives~! *pokes random hedgehog* Ow! Foul being! Whyfore doth thou stabeth me with thine thorny body? Damn you! Damn you to the bloody bowels of hell! Um...yeah...I need to go pick up the aforementioned items and my large black high-heeled boots... ~Kurai |
| 10.08.02 21:03 Mwa-ha-ha-ha-ha! I have procured a tail, ears, a bow tie, large black high-heeled boots, super-tight pants, a semi-tight black shirt, and orange hair spray. XD Mm, don't ask. It's just better if you don't. Trust me. Erg...I feel sick...x_x <-- Is green...Well, technically I'm naturally a shade of olive green, but I'm more green then yellowish brown this time...Erg...I maketh no sense....u_u;;; Then again, do I ever make sense? Email me! E-mail me anything you want...except viruses...and spam...I really hate spam...spam is bad, m'kay? M'kay. >_<;;; *sighs* Sleep would be nice...very nice...in fact, I might just go to sleep...or a reasonable facsimile thereof... Um....Actually, sleep is the only thing on my mind...even the chickens have forsaken me...*rants wildly about the evils of mutant-chickens* The hedgehogs are still here...they have now infested my brain and are telling me to sleep...that sleep would be my friend...that sleep will finally come...I like the hedgehogs...they're nice...Arg... My therapist wants me to talk about THE issue...x_X I cannot speak of the issue with that man! It'll give him ideas or something! *cringes* He's gonna make me go into detail...I don't think he WANTS to hear the details of that incident! If he does, then he's just a sicko! x_X!!!!!!! *looks around and gasps* Bunnies! They've come to rescue me! The little seal-point bunnies have come to deliver me to sleep! <3 What?! Of course it's my time! When else would it be? Huh? Until the end of this paragraph thingie? Wah. Now I can't think of anything to talk about...the bunnies are quiet...as are the hedgehogs and chickens...they provideth no inspiration now... Um...Ker-Ker, if you're reading this, let me know. You too, Duckie... Just don't remind me of my insanity...the chickens are enough...and the hedgehogs..and the bunnies...and the nice voices that speak in odd languages that bear no resemblence to anything that I've ever heard... *sweatdrop* I don't think that they're talking to me...sometimes it sounds like they're fighting or something...it's like Rikki Lake only in my head or something...That's what happens when it gets really quiet...I can hear them...so I always have some sort of noise...whether it be music, someone talking to me, or my own babbling...there's always noise...otherwise...THEY come....x_X Uh....riiiight....sane thoughts...sane thoughts.... ~Kurai |
| 10.08.02 21:40 I'm back! XD Mako and I are testing out my away messages at the moment...^.^;;; I have far too many... *sighs* Listen to this and tell me if you think it's remotely accurate...(the person writing this shall remain anonymous...): "Really, it doens't sound like you chose someone to like, it sounds like you love him." o.o;;;; ME?! Love?! *falls over and dies* Even if it was, it's not now because it's not returned...he's far away and has completely forgotten about me! *bawls* Stupid men...Why can't I be asexual or something?!?! Please...someone...give me back my sanity...x_X I miss it... Well...I'm gonna go...do something...u_u;;;;; Ja. 21:57 ~Kurai |
| 10.09.02 15:48 Ground rules should always be inforced... Kurai's Ground Rules: #1.) Don't touch me. #2.) Don't stare at me. #3.) Don't talk to me. Simple enough, eh? Then why can't people follow them?! x_X That guy that had been hitting on me actually sat beside me in English today...he sat in the freakin' trash can! >_< And then he had the nerve to fall asleep on my desk! The nerve of some people! (I'm actually not this upset about it, I just keep wondering about this guy's sanity...or just how much of a death wish he has...) I fell asleep on the bus, in first block (my teacher's aide block), and even in physics! No one noticed though...u_u;;; I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not. Mmm...Mako came back to school today and actually talked to me in the hallway! ^.^ I figured she'd just ignore me as per usual. Everyone kept coming up to me and going "Rrrrow..." today. o.o Well...I'm gonna go update some other sections...15:55 ~Kurai |
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| 10.10.02 20:03 Yatta~! I finally finished the new layout! <3 It's Michael from Angel Sanctuary! (There's still room for improvement, trust me...) *sighs* I came home and took a three-hour nap...That's not like me...>_<; Hey Mako...I drempt that your sunburn was contagious and I ended up with it too...o.o;;; Weird... I think I was fighting myself in my sleep last night...I woke up this morning with big scratches down my arms...o.O; See, this is why I don't get much sleep... Duckie...stop molesting my bats...>_<;;; Hey, the guy that had been hitting on me is now after someone else! Yea! ^.^ Now he constantly asks me about her...u_u;;; I met her in summer PE...I barely know her, leave me alone!!! *dies* Uwah... I had to threaten to poison someone's supply of toothpaste today... *sweatdrop* He keeps making fun of the way I laugh...maybe if I just stop laughing and go back to being my old brooding 'blow-up-everyone-in-the-school' self, people will leave me alone...I might end up doing that. I may not have much fun with it, but if it works... Unn...Methinks I'm going to go work on some other sections now.... 20:16 ~Kurai |
| 10.10.02 21:31 I am so incredibly alone.... Do people find it funny to leave me alone? I know I tell them to, but I really just mean the annoying ones. I guess I should make that more clear, eh? I hate my life... Would anyone miss me if I died? I guess my mom would...she'd be stuck with two cats and two dogs... Dad would...he'd have to feed the dogs on the weekends... Nana wouldn't have anyone to reach the really high-up shelves... Grandpa wouldn't have two people to fuss at... Gee...I feel really loved...not. Maybe I'll get lucky and die in my sleep tonight... Mako: I'll pray for you, though it won't make much of a difference. 'Bob': Thanks...I think I'll go OD now... Ker: Shoot me...shoot me now... Dear God: My life sucks. Can I trade it in for a better one? 21:47 ~Kurai |
| 10.10.02 23:39 I created a page and dedicated it to Makoto-chan. It was kinda late when I got started on it, so it needs some more work. Check it out at Prayers. I guess I'm feeling a bit better...It couldn't have gotten much worse. Wow...I've had three entries today...o.o; and I didn't log on until about 18:00... Guess I was in more of a bad mood than I thought. ^.^;;; Anyway...I'm off to bed now. 23:44 ~Kurai |
| 10.13.02 22:35 There are now 7 pages of quizzes for yenz to take. Thankies go to Ker-ker for the new quizzes. Take 'em and enjoy. I spent the weekend sleeping so now I'm not as insane. I'm gonna start a 'my-life-sucks' club...wanna join? I was thinking about making a quiz...but I decided that I don't know anything to make one about...no one will help me either. XP There are so many questions about my life that I'd like answered...such as: Why are there milk chocolate Santa's on my keyboard tray? >_<; Why does my hair straightening stuff smell like grapes when there are no grape-ish products in it? Why do I live in a 10x10 room when I have to share space with two other people? Why don't these people find places in their OWN rooms to put their junk in?! Why do my friends avoid talking to me in public? Why is it that all my pets have the cumulative IQ of Cool Whip? Why did I tie my kitten's chipmunk catnip toy to the chain that turns on my fan? Why do I collect fake flowers? Why am I asking you people all this crap? ~Kurai |
| 10.14.02 19:24 *eye twitches* OMG, I had to suffer through the little Hindu woman that can't speak English for THREE hours today!!! I can't STAND that! Gah! If you're going to live in America, learn to speak the FRIGGIN' language!!!!!! x_X *fumes* Unn.... She kept demanding that Alex and I 'fix' the tape...we asked if she meant for us to 'rewind' it and she started yelling about fixing it. u_u; We just rewound it anyway. *sweatdrop* On the bright side, I got to have a nice discussion about criminal profiling. ^.^ (No, not with the insane Hindu lady...) Go read some of Felicity's fics...they're nice....*purrs* Mm...Dr. Sato...XD Gotta love the insane school psychologist. Eherm...yeah... ...what else should I include on this site? *ponders* Well, I COULD update "What It Would Be Like"...but that would mean signing out of this SN...and Geocities might never let me back on again...o.O Oh well, I think I'll risk that...u_u; ~Kurai |
| 10.17.02 22:35 Squee!!! x_X Mako, Ker-ker, otousan, and I are going to the Moundsville Haunted Prison tomorrow. I'm still trying to get everything organized. u_u; I was out at Petland killing time while my mom got her medicine from the pharmacy down the street...well, I go there everytime she has to go pick up medicine, so I know the staff pretty well...anyway, this guy asked me to dinner. o_O; That's not the weird part...the weird part is...he breeds rats. x_X I told you people that I attract teenaged geeks and old lechers. >_<; But, man, was that ever funny...I didn't laugh then, that would have been just rude...but it was still funny. He hid afterward. -_-; Poor guy...I would have gone, honestly. *sweatdrop* He's a nice guy, actually. The rat-breeding part just threw me off a tad. (Admit it, it'd throw you off too...) I miss my pets...u_u; Oh yeah, I made some weird thingies...go here: Dollz Arg...well, I'll try to update on Saturday or Sunday, kays? JaJa! 22:56 ~Kurai |
| 10.21.02 21:38 Erg...x_X That's all I have to say right now....erg... But, hey! I updated my writings! ^.^;;; I added two more chapters of "What It Would Be Like" and I added "That's Tacky!" Aren't you proud of me? I've gotta figure out a new layout for this section...u_u; Any suggestions? ^.^;;; Yes, I rely on feedback...I don't like having to prod people for it, either...so give your feedback freely! x_X The haunted house was 'hinky', as my dad called it...(or 'kinky', as Ker heard him say...XD) Some weird lady that worked there kept following us and asking to join. o.O I dun' wanna know. I know now who started the lesbian rumor!!! I'll kill you, Duckie! Just wait...I'll poison your cigarettes and liquor. *fumes* Eherm...^.^;;; Heh...anyway... Well, methinks that I'll update one other thing (not really a part of this site) and I'll go to bed. u_u; <-- Bunny's tired... Oyasumi! ~Kurai |
| 10.24.02 21:19 *whimpers* I'm tired as all get out, but I finally got Geocities to work for me. There are now NINE pages of quizzes up. x_X Further proof that I have no life. It disturbs me when I start fixing other people's html and I don't even know it myself...o.O! They never center their stuff...or include the text in the html code...meanie-heads...>_< I have nothing to babble about...o.o My sister's coming down tomorrow...one of our senators and Homer Hickom is coming to my physics class tomorrow. >_<; Erg... One of the guys that sits near me in physics decided that he really liked the 'ring' that Duckie stuck on my hand... O.o Weird... He was wearing it when I last saw him today... *twitches* Hope his girlfriend doesn't notice...but how could she not? (it's a coil of saudering wire...u_u) *ponders the guy's sanity* I have no idea what's going on in physics and statistics...I'm okay with Chaucer...*sweatdrop* Even though I really hate Chaucer, I at least understand what's going on. All I know is that I really try in physics and still don't get it and that I can't stand the teacher in statistics. >_<! Erg... I'm getting sick again...no surprise there. My nose is all stuffy and my throat's raw...u_u; *snorks* Wah...why do I have to always be sick around my birthday? It's just not right...*pouts* I'm so glad that tomorrow's only a half day...I don't think that I could stand a full day again...I'd end up snorting my brains back too far...they keep trying to leak out through my nose...x_X I got bit by an angry hedgehog! ^.^;;;; 21:31 ~Kurai |
| 10.28.02 19:14 Arg...Tomorrow's the Dreaded Day... Tomorrow is the unholy day of my birth...and the 17th anniversary of the 56th anniversary of Black Tuesday...but that's beyond the point...>_<; Guess what my teachers are giving me? I have a prep for test in 3rd and a test in 4th....plus I have a doctor's appointment in 2nd... x_X I need a life beyond school and doctor's appointments. *sweatdrop* I had cheese, potatoes, and meat-like substance crammed in my ear today...needless to say, I was not a happy camper. I'm STILL not a happy camper. In fact, I'm plotting my grand bloody revenge against humanity with Duckie right in the center of it all!!! *fumes* Mrs. Spears gave me a travel-size box of Q-tips...just in case it ever happens again...u_u; Now I'm being chewed out for not reading some infernal article in some infernal newsletter...>_< Shoot me...shoot me NOW! Now they're chewing each other out...u_u; Kurai's lesson o' the day: Lying on cold concrete in 45 degree weather for 15 minutes STILL won't make you numb to the world. ....to my Statistics teacher and all who know him: IT'S A BEAVER! I can prove it too...*crosses arms indignantly* Gah...why is everyone insulting me today?! T_T Erg...I just want to die...will someone grant me at least THAT birthday wish? I swear, the only talent I have is being annoying and depressing other people. I think I should just go to sleep before I piss off more people...u_u; 20:21 ~Kurai |
| 10.30.02 16:20 *sob* Yesterday was a good day up until the last few hours...that was when my mom and I got into a fight. (or 'friendly discussion', as she puts it) Basically, she hates various ingrained portions of my personality. She's still not over a death in the family that happened thirty years ago... (And I'm in therapy because...?) She's so insecure that she has to hear people say 'I love you', which is something that I simply do not say under any circumstance. She hates the fact that I'm emotionless, 'monotone', and 'mundane'. What's wrong with being mundane, might I ask? I've worked very hard on becoming emotionally numb, now don't spoil it. My therapist said that I'm the most emotionally numb teenager he's met. I really wish people would stop calling me a teenager. I know that, legally, I am one, but I most certainly don't act like one. I woke up this morning at 03:07 from the mother of all nightmares. I don't remember exactly what it was about, but it sure scared the crap outta me. >_<; <-- is a wuss Today has sucked because I keep thinking back to our fight and how my mother basically hates me because I'm not the way she wants me to be. This coming from the person who always said that you need to be your own person. I'M HAPPY THE WAY I AM! Deal with it. *fumes* I don't feel well, I'm really sleepy, and I have church and RCIA tonight. u_u; Uwah... I certainly don't feel up to it, but I have an obligation and I'll feel guilty otherwise. *sweatdrop* Must...find...caffeine... x_X 16:31 ~Kurai |