Ta Ein
*Part 9*
Sung Hoon parked his car in front of his apartment complex. Krissy was starring out into space as if she
didn’t knoe what to think next.
“Noona…what are you going to do now?” asked SungHoon.
“I dunno…it juss doesn’t make sense…..i mean….Quinn supposedly
is getting married in March…but when I saw them together….it looked like
something was wrong…she was crying….Ji Won oppa was crying….nothing makes sense
to me anymore Sung Hoon…what am I going to do?” asked Krissy.
“…..”
~*~*~*~*~*
Ji Won was in his office when Krissy stormed in the next
morning.
“YOU! You think I’ll let you go easily! Fuck that!
You’re mine EUN JI WON! Don’t
you dare dream of going to someone else!
Never! I will never let that
happen! You are mine…and only mine.”
shouted Krissy.
“Krissy, we…WE ARE OVER! Whether you like it or not!” responded Ji
Won.
“Fuck you! You think your life will be better with
Quinn?!”
“Quinn? What about her? She’s getting married in March.”
“LIAR! I didn’t knoe you were so bad at lying! I can’t believe you!”
“I don’t care if you don’t
believe me…move on KRISSY, PLEASE?! We
aren’t meant to be….it’s juss fuckin’ bull shit if we continue.”
“You knoe what? You’re
right….but I won’t leave you alone until you tell me the TRUTH!”
“YOU CAN’T HANDLE THE
TRUTH!!!!!!~”
“STOP TRYING TO BE SOMEONE WHO
YOU AREN’T JI WON!”
“LEAVE NOW! I CAN’T STAND SEEING THE SIGHT OF YOU!”
With that, Ji Won pushed Krissy
out of his office and locked his door shut.
Ji Won started to break down….
“I’m sorrie Krissy…..i’m so
sorrie” sobbed JiWon.
A couple of minutes later
there was a pounding on Ji Won’s door.
“HYUNG! OPEN UP!
OPEN UP OR I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU!” yelled Sung Hoon on the top of his
lungs.
“HYUNG!”
Ji Won opened the door. He was all torn up, even the way he
dressed. His shirt collar was opened,
the necktie undone. Sung Hoon grabbed
Ji Won by his shirt.
“HOW DARE YOU DO THAT TO
INNOCENT KRISSY NOONA! HYUNG, I DIDN’T
KNOE YOU COULD BE SO UNMANLY~”
JiWon let loose and punched
Sung Hoon.
“LOOK THIS IS NONE OF YOUR
BUSINESS…”
“OH YEAH?! You juss made it MY business.”
“SHUT THE FUCK UP!”
“NO! YOU SHUT THE FUCK
UP! You’re going to listen to this
hyung! From the start I knew that you
were using Krissy…but after a couple of months, when you guys were still going
out, I thought your heart had sincerely changed, and you had forgotten about
Quinn noona. But no…no…how could you be
so cruel? To BOTH QUINN AND
KRISSY? You honestly knew that Quinn
noona would’ve stayed with you even if your mom had cancer…that’s fucking
bullshit if you say that you didn’t want to hurt Quinn noona that way…..she
would’ve cared for you even more….Quinn noona was the only one you needed, but
you abandoned her. I’m glad Quinn noona
turned her back on you and has found someone else. You don’t deserve her hyung!
You don’t deserve any one!
Krissy noona also loved you…but if you didn’t lead her on, I’m sure she
would’ve found someone else who would’ve taken care of her? Don’t you get it hyung? The world doesn’t evolve around you. It doesn’t wait for you when you are going
though hard times…it would’ve if you made the right decision, but it’s TOO
LATE..it’s juss TOO LATE!”
“You knoe what? GET OUT! I DON’T CARE ABOUT WHAT YOU OR
ANYONE SAYS ANYMORE….I WILL LIVE THE WAY I WANT…..WHY ELSE LIVE IF I DON’T LIVE
FOR MYSELF?”
“FUCKING BASTARD! YOU’RE A FUCKING BASTARD, YOU KNOE THAT
HYUNG?! TAKE THIS!” SungHoon punched Ji
Won in the face once.
“THAT’S FOR KRISSY
NOONA!” Sung Hoon punched Ji Won
another time in the face.”
“THAT’S FOR QUINN NOONA!” Finally, Sung Hoon let a final blow to Ji
Won in the stomach.
“AND THAT’S FOR ME!” With that, Sung Hoon left the room.
‘Sung Hoon’s right. I don’t resent you Sung Hoon…there’s juss
too much going on my mind right now….yeah I’m a selfish bastard I knoe….i’m
juss a lil kid in an adult’s body…I don’t knoe what I want…and even if I do..i
don’t knoe how to get it….’
~*~*~*~*
After Jae Jin got the call
from Quinn, he went to the park. As
soon as he saw her, he ran to her side.
Quinn was looking down at her
feet. When she saw Jae Jin she looked
up to see his smiling face. She smiled
back, but only to look back down at her feet.
There was a silence….a silence of misery was blowing in the air. To break the silence, he started to say:
“Isn’t it such a prettie
afternoon?” He stood up to smell the
wintry breeze. Then he looked down at
Quinn…..only to see her in tears…..Before he could say anything, Quinn started
with:
“Remember the other
day…..where I was at your house?…”
“Yes….i’m terribly sorrie…I
shouldn’t have done such a thing…..”
“No…no..it’s my fault….it’s
all my fault…” sobbed Quinn.
Not knowing what to say, Jae
Jin remained silent. Clearing up and
wiping away her tears Quinn said,
“Jonathan, if I loved someone
else, what would you do?”
“What would I do? I would do whatever I could to win your love
so that your love would belong to me and only me.”
“What if I couldn’t love you,
because I loved someone else so much…so much that no one could break my
love? What if I ended up leaving you?”
“I…I guess I wouldn’t want to
let you go…but since you do indeed love someone else..i would have no choice
but to let you go……I’d want you to be happy with your decision, not make you do
something you would regret doing years down the road.” replied Jae Jin.
“What if I stayed with
you….but loved someone else? Would you
still marry me?”
“Quinn, I love you. If that was the case…like I said…I would do
anything to change your love so that your heart was aiming towards me….not
anyone else.”
“Oh Jonathan!” sobbed Quinn. Jae Jin embraced her….
“I’m sorrie…..i’m so sorrie…” Not knowing what she was talking about, Jae
Jin remained silent. He didn’t want to
knoe what Quinn was talking about if she didn’t want him to knoe….All he wanted
her to have was a true heart…….