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| May 17, 2002 It's a Friday and i'm hoping to go see the movie "About a Boy" tomorrow...it's with Hugh Grant...i hope it's good or else John will prob never see a movie that i pick to see with me.... :-( Good GOD i juss saved this page under the previous entry (May 14th's) oh well...i guess that page doesn't exist any longer~ |
| John Cusack gets only hottier as he gets old... i dunno but these guys look better with age...i mean him, Hugh Grant, and Pierce Bronson are juss guys that you would wanna...yeah...until whenever...and you'd never knoe that they were ever...UNHOT...or whatever...what am i even saying? |
| May 19, 2002 Hey guys, what is up? i was really sad and prob near depression if not in it... :-\...it was all about me and john and maybe i'm being a lil over reactive? or maybe it's truely what is happening...ya knoe? i dunno me and john are going to have to have a talk soon...i mean not a bad one...i think it'll be good for the both of us if i can get mah feelings out straight. :-) oh yeah by the way...here is carlos's online journal...he uses blogspot.com...i think it's koo...anywayz...yeah so i was supposed to see ABOUT A BOY with john yesterday morning..but i ended up juss seeing it by myself cuz john overslept or something like that...i wasn't mad or upset which was a good thing...i think it was mostly due to the fact that the movie was funnie and cute...hehe...hugh grant was great in it...and that's about it....no one else was ....exciting? it was a bit weird...those brits...hehe...juss kiddin'...but it was definately a different perspective i think...who ever would think of that stuff in america? well maybe...but it was really cute..and i definately recommend seeing it over unfaithful...i really didn't like the ending of unfaithful...but hey! it wasn't my movie so i can't complain....john actually liked that movie..now i dunno if it was cuz of the fact that the whole movie's theme was on sex or cuz diane lane was hot i dunno...she is a very attractive lady for someone in her 40s? or late 30s..i dunno..who cares? she's gorgeous...anywayz...alright...i juss check the calandar and John and I have been going out for about....a lil over 2 weeks...2 weeks and 1 day to be precise...yeah so the first week was great...while the last part of the second was awful...and it seems like i still stand where i stood prom night...juss being with a guy i knew for 5 minutes...hehe....i think i knoe him...yet i barely do...he's a typical guy..yet he isn't...he might end up loving a girl but doesn't knoe exactly how to show his love for her...maybe he shouldn't...maybe the girl should trust him....haha...i trust him but then i don't.......i mean it's juss that right when i told him i trusted him...everything seemed to be going.......wrong......it's like i trust him...but through his actions i can't tell if he even likes me so all there is left for me to do is really trust him.....but what if my trust is later thrown away because indeed my instincts were right? maybe i'm too complicated for him...maybe he's too complicated for me...but i would still like to try to figure out who this great guy John Nguyen is...for surely my heart melts everytime i see him...it's like briteny spear's song *Sometimes*: Sometimes i run/ Sometimes i hide/ Sometimes i'm scared of you/ But all i really want is to hold you tight/ treat you right/ be with you day and night/ all i need is time....haha..time...and patience is prob what i need...like in 1 Corinthians 13: 4-8 from the bible: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails. hey...well i'm taking a break from all the whining about John...whining never gets you anywhere :-D anywayz...work has been fun...especailly when i talk to peter or marty. Marty is mah buddy...hehe...he's so koo....on mothers day we made $25,000! whoa~ anywayz...shane got fired cuz he said something about a customer and she ended up in tears...no wonder kelly was mad and said: the next time someone cussesthey are fired...and then ashely was like "too bad the only words i knoe in english are curse words!" LoLz~ she is so funnie sometimes...hehe...and like yesterday P.Ddidy's song *I need a girl* came on and marty was like "oh can i have a picture of that" gr...i was only singing the lyrics!!!! and then he told peter and those two messed around with me the whole night...i am easy to pick on as they say..but the difference of when they pick on me and when john picks on me is that i can tell when marty and peter are joking...with john...i can't tell when he is being serious or when he is joking around...oh wellz i guess i will learn. oh yeah for those who knoe me...do i overdress for the occasion? john says i am...he said "it's like me driving to McDonald's in a limo" i dress as if i have no wear to go......wow.... SEO? (click on pcitures to move to entries) |