| Today was kind of a random day...i didn't go to skoo for 1st and 3rd..haha..i had mah reasons..and then i went to 5th period...went to Senior Out-to-Lunch..yeah and then came back a few minutes late so couldn't get into class until the end of it...yeah i went to the mall with Amy...so hehe^^ did i tell you guys that i got mah prom dress back from the alteration shop?! yeah i did...anywayz...i didn't think the jewelry i got for prom would match mah dress...but it does...it might be a lil too pink but who cares? hehe...i think i'm going to wear the perfume PINK by Victoria's Secret..hehe...i'll be really pink then~hahah...yeah so i'm getting mah hair done at Carmen Carmen at 11 and then mah nails done at 1...hehee.... -May 1, 2002 |
| Hey guys...gosh i haven't typed a journal entry since may 1st...wow...that is great! nah man...i wanted to type an entry ever since prom started but it's aiite...it's ALL GOOD...PROM WAS THE BOMB...IT WAS THE SHIT! I loved prom...and thinking back i wonder why i never went to mah junior prom...well i think that's what made it even specialer if that's even a word...i mean......DAMN~! I had fun~ dancing with mah date was fun...getting ready was fun and exciting..and seeing everyone look their BEST was damn fucking AWESOME...everyone looked nice...i dont' care if some ppL didn't like their dresses...they LOOKED NICE! hehe...haha...anywayz...mah date crisis was over...i really wanted to take david joo...but that never happened...go figure...and no body else wanted to go with me...so Lizzy Fitzy was like if you really wanna date you can take mah friend John from Olympic...i hesitated in the beginning because i was still waiting for jooster's parents to say yes...which they never ended up doing....so....John became mah date....we went to Capitale Grill for dinner and we waited for Shery and Laura and their dates to come...but too bad they came about 2 hours late...or 1 1/2 hours..whatever...anywayz...they were late...so me, John, John Yi, Quinn, Cat and her date Carter ate around 7:30 and got out of there at 9:00 p.m. yes...haha...3 hours...that's so great....prom was fun as i said...it was A LOT better than Providences i mean ....we had cool decorations...i mean..when i heard the theme was *Jewel of the Nile* i was like wtf is that? that's gonna suck ass...anywayz...it was nice...and...yeah John said that it was better than Olympics even though he didn't knoe a whole lot of ppL at MP...but he was really koo about it. I kinda felt bad because i wasn't in the group that he knew ppL in...such as Lizzy, Juliana, Corrine, Brandon, etc...all the Smith ppL as they say...anywayz...he was really koo about that too...we went to a hotel afterwards...it was out in the ghetto...but it ended up being nice...yeah....so Shery and Nick went home early cuz Shery was sick with Mono...i felt so sorrie for her cuz she had sick..but i actually think she had a good time and i think Nick was a good date for her...which is really koo...anywayz...guess what guys? I got mah first taste of ALCOHOL...yup...i got kinda drunk offa 2 bottles of Bacardi Silver...or however you spell he...it was citrisy...but i didn't drink anymore cuz i felt like i had a heartburn and i was cussing ppL out..."SHUT THE FUCK UP" i was telling that to John the whole nick...amazing...yes...but it was kinda fun getting drunk...but i don't think i ever want to get wasted cuz...that's juss horrible~when you don't knoe what's going out and you don't knoe what the fuck you did the next morning...well anywayz...John was like yeah i have to go soon around 3 cuz he was borrowing his bro's car so i was like "man you suck" so we ended up taking his bro's car back and driving back to the hotel in his minivan...yeah...so i was trying to fall asleep when we got back cuz we had work...but John juss would not leave me alone...to make a long story short...he asked me out at 5 am...no details...i'll juss keep that to mahself...i'm so sick right now you don't understand! today's mother's day...i really miss my mom...you what's really .......i dunno strange? i end up crying about missing her when i'm in the shower...i juss realize that she's not with me...WHEN I'M IN THE SHOWER...yes i find that kinda weird...today...i thought she was there...well it was cuz i woke up from a dream...and she was in it...i don't remember what she did or what happened in the dreamm...but yeah...i thought that...and then when i was taking a shower i started cry...cuz i realized how she wasn't there in my life anymore...and how...i missed her dearly...i actually started to cry at work...not much but i juss realized that everyone else seemed to have their mother when the message board at work said.."did you call your mom"...i wish i could've talked to her...i wish i could've said "happy mother's day" in person...but i couldn't...i mean i could...but i wouldn't get a response i used to get.....yeah...anywayz...did i tell you guys that i had to work the day after prom..yeah i went to church and practically fell asleep there...and then i had to go to work...i was so cranky and pissed off it wasn't really funnie...one of my managers..Jamal...was like "what's wrong with you? you're always smiling" and then i told him mah reason and he was like...that's why you need to request off...uh hhuh..fo sho...i'll keep that in mind next time...anywayz...i'm working on the freakin' weekends that it's crazy...i don't really have time to myself...esp that i'm going out with John right now...i mean i'm not saying he's a distraction...but life's different now than it would've been... But i still love my job...even tho sometimes i wish someone could juss shoot me...John and his friend Mina came out to eat with me twice...and it was a hilarious event...Marty and Peter...juss picked on me with John and Mina...Good GOD~ it was fun tho...i love peter and marty..and i'm going to miss marty when he leaves...hopefully he won't leave until i leave for mah trip to korea in July...wow...too much stuff going around yo...well i'm out for now...later~ p.s. it's been two months... :*( * * * ** * * **** -May 12, 2002 Next Entry Previous Entry SEO? |
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