OMG~ i have like the biggest crush on one of my manager's...he's turning 29 tomorrow~ and he's prettie good looking...nice body...and funnie...yet i dunno when we are on good terms..hhehe...he couldn't stop getting on my case today.  It was hilarious and i honestly enjoy working at Outback...i like to work...hehe!  I rolled a ton of silverware today...it was boring...but it was a good break for me from opening the doors to all the customers and doing the seating board...i opened today and all the customers juss sat in places where no servers were and it was really weird..some wanted to go eat on the patio...yadda yadda yadda...i got $44 from working Saturday...i was kinda bummed out but i guess it don't matter when i really like the job...hehe!  anywayz...Marty is really funnie too....he kept on stealing the silverware that i rolled up...hehe...he's really nice tho...jason was funnie too...he kept on singing badly...on purpose that is..and i was like you are such a great singer...i think they should give a grammy...so what category should we put you in?  he first said gospel (LoLz~) and he kept on changing categories...from classical to some R&B...i real life he sounded like a horrible country singer...hehe...

I'm really excited and also disappointed in prom...i picked up mah dress today! it has 6 layers yo! and the alteration lady had a hard time with it...it's all good i got a discount (thank GOD)...anywayz..i thought it was going to be really short on me..but it turned out the dress looked that way cuz i was short...heheh!!!!!!!!  well i don't think i'm going to be flipping out mah hair for prom...i juss wanna look nice...not wild ...i dunno...the pink pearls that i bought actually looked really nice with mah dress...i thought it would look a lil too pink, but it was nice...and simple...hehe~~i think i'm actually scaring the guy i asked to prom cuz damn...he sure isn't giving me an answer back :-( i'm about to cry about this date situation...hahah blah~i have a history test tomorrow...and then i have an IB exam Thursday...i'm working Friday and then i'm gonna get all busy for PROM...yes...the big day is near...yet no date...i actually have an option of going with this guy named John from Olympic..Lizzy wants me to go with him...but i really wanna go with DJ~ *sigh*...why is it so hard for me to get a date?

Gym was great today....I'm secretly in love with Aaron Weiner (LoLz~) me and him are hilarious...billy is nice too...today they said something about David Felter and I said...something like Well he doesn't like me anywayz..so it doesn't matter...i mean...what happened between me and David...*laughs*...i mean...i can't help but wish the things didn't end the way it did...i mean..i dunno i think i really annoyed him...and i really really hate annoying ppL...welll...David's a good guy...go listen to his band...d/l their shua
SAVING 9...uh huh

thinking about it...too many David's in mah life...but there is always room for one more! hehe...yeah that and Andrews...i dunno...hopefully i will get married to a guy that has a cool name...hehe  well i'm butt tired right now...so i'm going to leave...with these lyrics (up above)...peace~ oh yeah...i had mah senior boards yesterday...it went aiite yo~


                                                                                                         - April 30, 2002

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I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

*Head Over Feet* ~ Alanis Morisette
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