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| hey guys...what is up? i'm working on some bio hw and will be moving on to some stats hw...but for now...i'm writing down my thoughts of the moment. This weekend was foolish...meaning i didn't get anything productive done...oh wellz...prob the only thing productive i did was go to bible study..but then there too i fooled around...cuz i was sooooooo freakin' tired that day. Anywayz...i was stuck in an OUTBACK class today so i couldn't even go to church. I told Shery that yesterday...and she said that i was the first person that she ever knew who actually wanted to go to church. Well..there are many reasons why...well first of all GOD is awesome and worship is cool...although i can't sing worth crap...the more i go to church...the more i notice my wrongdoings and i get motivated to do some good in life...not that it always goes my way...but that is still all good. Souyonne is an awesome leader...she may not always be organized...but through her...i learn more and more about God...how God is always with me no matter what...and in the end those who leave him...is not because he ever left them....it's because they lost their faith in him...i think that's a terrible thing...b/c i knoe that if i lose everything...i will still have God with me...he's a totally awesome GOD...hehe...welll i finally asked the guy whom i think i would have an AWESOME time with...i won't reveal his name right now..cuz well...i'll tell you all about when the time comes...the thing is...i don't knoe FO SURE if he's coming with me...and i don't thik he's sure either...so i leave it to God cuz he's the only one who knoes ..I LEAVE IT TO GOD...i've been saying that a lot...oh yeah...i also go to church for another reason...it's a bad one..but hey at least i'm NOT admitting..it's for the social life. I LOVE bonding with mah korean bros and sises is Christ. without them...life would be boring as hell..hehe...i'm serious...Korean ppL are awesome no matter what...ppL juss get jealous because of our pride in our nationality..hehe^^ j/k...i don't want to start a brawl with any of my non-Korean friends...TREY was flippin out when i was telling him about me and the james incident...i'm not sure if that kid wants to still fight...but...you knoe i think we both realized it was a ridiculous thing...TREY WAS LIKE ARE YOU CRAZY?! what has gotten into you etc etc. Yeah i've gone crazy...but i don't think that incident was the BLOW of everything..ya knoe? i duno...i hope James is really sorrie for some of the things he said...cuz the main reason why i never stopped cussing at him was because i was deely hurt...yeah call me stupid if you want...but don't mess with me when it comes to mah personal life...i mean if i joke with it fine...but hehe..don't push mah buttons...but i will publicly apologize to James about some of the things i said...hopefully thinking that he is indeed sorrie for the things he said (I HOPE and i PRAY)..YES! thank GOD i got that off my chest!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOO HOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Our church is moving to Harrisburg...OING? where in the world is that...but it's all good...the only thing is I pray that the church ppL won't fall apart..b/c here it seems like whenever a church a korean one that is...it juss seems to fall apart when they move to a new location...go figure...but seriously...like one of my good dong-saeng friend Tina...she's prob gonna move to SDA (traitor!! hehe...j/k i still love you!) she thinks i'm mad at her about this...but honestly...when i think about it..Church is church..it doesn't matter where you worship God...learn about him and praise him...ya knoe? wow....this journal entry has been a lot on God...guess he really does affect my life more than i knew! hehe...i visited my mom...did i tell you?..yeah i did...so moving on...I'm really excited about my new job at Outback...i think it'll be cool to work there...cuz first off i love the environment already and i've met some koo ppL there...such as Jeremy the trainer today...he was coo! There was this tawainese guy who goes to South that is going to be the Take-Out order person...he seemed koo except for that he smokes...ugh! whatever~ anywayz...he's going to University of South Carolina..so i guess i won't be seeing around for that long...anywayz it was koo to meet another Asian dude..hehe.. Anywayz...Yesterday was interesting...i went to Providence's prom...it was better than i thought it was but Ericsson stadium was really small...well where the actual prom was...a lot of ppL were dancing and I heard at the MP prom last year that no one really danced...well me and my date are going to dance (that is if i ever get a date!!!!!!!!!!) :-P i was thinking about it during prom..but mah dress is going to be a lil too formal..i mean a lot ppL were in a poofy dress and all..but damn...mine's a lil too poofy! POOF BALL...i hope whoever i end up going with...they will like my dress...i erally hope that...and i hope he has fun..because well...he might not juss the fact that he doesn't knoe a lot of ppL there..:-\...but i'll try to pay attention to him as much as i can...although i did plan to dance with a billion of my guy friends such as Neal Timpe...hopefully Jon Feranda, uh Carlos, maybe Brennon, Charlie (i would put aaron weiner...but he's not going)...scottie (good o'l scottie) trey mack..but that loser's not going either...who else? uh....i can't think of them right now...but prettie much all my friends!!!!!!! Ve's dress was really prettie and she painted her shoes to match the dress! KyOoTe!!!!!! her and dan make a very nice couple...although they flirt too much...too muh affection for me right there...i guess that's why guys don't find me attractive..i lose interest prettie quickly...it's about a month..i mean it's gone longer before...but DAMN...i juss need to settle down and find the right guy..what am i talking about i'm not even in college yet! well i guess it's all good for the moment...i'm going to go now...later guys~ * ~ April 21, 2002 ~ * Next Entry Previous Entry Seo? |