| Hey guys...what's up? Well i hit the big 1-8 today...yes...this old woman is finally 18 years old. Interesting eh? Well.....it wasn't exciting as it sounds...quite disappointing actually...and there were these moments were i wanted to cry..but i held back these tears. I dunno....it's weird...i feel like i haven't lived life as i should...lke my 18 years that i have lived along has juss been wasted away. Well...i always have Won Bin, so it's all good, right? yes yes...of course. I feel tired right now but i have to stay up and study for a history test...GOSH darnit~! i wish i could turn back time~ yes~! that's it! *SIGH* I'm too young.......i feel like as if life was passing by me. I'm watching TITANIC right now...haha...i guess you don't see too much of Leo lately~ hehe...do you think he's really gay? Anywayz....18...hehe...welll...i'm supposed to go on a date with someone...well not really a date, but i'm supposed to go out with this guy to the movies...but i dunno if he wants to...i don't want him to go with me if he doesn't...so unless he brings it up... |
| But ...i really want to get to knoe this guy...he seems interesting. But then again...maybe i don't want to because i don't want to fall for him...fall in love with him...when he's not even going to have feelings for me that way. Maybe this what i've been waiting for...true love...like those of you who might knoe from reading mah journal entries...i might have fallen in love once...it hurt...i still love him...you knoe...the love for a friend...he may or may not like me...but anyways...i've been watching all these movies of love..and it's such a good feeling...at times like these i don't understand ppL like Juliana who don't believe in love ...or at least that there is a person out there to love you....sure...i see her point-of-view...but that's okie...n omore of that. Carol and Eric broke up...all this time...when Eric was going out with Carol...he liked Lauren the whole fucking time...what the hell...and Carol can't get over him...i'd feel like shit...anywayz...Ve and Dan seem to be doing well...lucky them :-D |
| Hm...i want to go to a movie~ing ing ing~ Aiite...enough whining...Amy got in trouble with her Harry boy...actually by her mom...but geez...it sucks that you can't trust your own mom...ehhhhhhh...... English and French orals are coming up...how exciting~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - March 6, 2002 - Next Entry Previous Entry SEO? |