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7:03 P.M. - GOOD GOD I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A LONG ASS TIME! Yes yes....i'm sorrie to disappoint you guys...buy mah life has been any BUT ...hectic...i'm very confused, tired, sick at the moment...well i've been sick...i had an ear infection the last couple of dayz...mah mom's been sick...what else is new? I HAVE MISSED SO MANY FUCKIN' SCHOOL DAYS! WHAT THE FUCK?! Now i knoe that it's important NOT to miss any school....boi am i going to have fun playing CATCH UP....geez........So how was your valentine's day? Mine was great! although on that day i was sick too...Isaac gave me a heart-shaped box full of HERSHEY KISSES...if only i could give him a thousand kisses...hehe^^...he's such a cute dong saeng (younger brother) and at times likes these i wish i were younger....i'm really jealous of the girl that he likes....i'm still confused why they won't hook up...but it's aiite...as long as he's single i can still joke around with him...hehe...well i gave him a box of chocolates too....except mine weren't in a HEART-shaped box...uh huh...i was going to start track but....like i said in the other journal entry i'm not going to to run for many reasons...(A) now that i have missed a bunch of school dayz....i don't have the time...and coach berry isn't coaching sprinters so it's not going to be as fun...i mean Mr. Fisher is a nice guy (let's do PHYSICS!)...but hey i can't have AS MUCH fun...you knoe what i mean.....anywho...sorrie for cussing so much in this journal entry...you knoe what...isaac is really cool...i mean i'm sure i talk about way too much cuz i mean...i don't really like him like that...(he's EXTREMELY CUTE AND NICE)....i dunno if i wrote this in a previous entry but i asked isaac to be mah back-up date to the prom...i'm curious on who i'll end up taking...so far...i asked TWO ppL...isaac being one...and elliot being the other....elliot as you guys knoe rejected me :*(*** * * * *...it's all good...i still love you elliot!

anywho...valentine's day was eh...juss another day...but i did feel special recieving a box of chocolate from a friend :-D...i've become friends with UCHOL (which by the way is pronounced OO CHUL...go figure on why his parents spelled his name like that)...well...his nickname is oo yoo...and my nickname is AE GI (baby)...but i think he's cool...although i do call him other names like...dork...loser...etc...i mean this kid...oops sorrie (he's a junior in college) goes to the library on a SATURDAY to study...haha...i make him sound like such a NERD...but i think he does other stuff in his spare time other than studying...i've been watching quite a few movies lately...i recently saw SHREK, CHASING AMY, AMERICAN BEAUTY, SWEET NOVEMBER, AND SENSE & SENSIBILITY...shrek was...cute but disappointing...chasing amy was interesting...american beauty: always a good movie to see when you're questioning life...sweet november...could you ever resist Keanu Reeves? Charlize Thorone (sp?) is cute too...she's a natural beauty...and sense and sensibility...GREAT MOVIE...haha...i like those old fashioned based english-british stuff....hehe^^...so talking of prom...yes yes...not only am i thinking of who to ask and take...but also..where am i going to find a dress?! ahha...only 17 more weeks of school! hip hip hooray! The other day...andrew surprisingly called AGAIN...telling me that he e-mailed me and wanted a response.....i gave him a response...and sweetly enough he said whoever the next guy i date is finds out how lucky he is....hm...did i mean that much to andrew? i dunno...honestly...i think back...we didn't share that many memories...but i guess they were good enough for him :-\..i'm sure he'll find a great girl! wellz...i think i will end it here for now.....baii~*