3:47 p.m. - This is probably the lonliest Christmas I have ever spent the 17 years that I have lived...almost 18. Shery came back from London...and she had fun shopping there.....hehehe..I called Juliana up and she was goign to a Christmas party at Andrea's house.....she invited me...but well...somehow i don't think i fit in the group of Chinese ppL (no offense) I don't knoe Andrea all that well so...even tho Juli invited me...i think it would have been of me to show up (esp. w/o a present)...I feel like crying right now....but i can't find teh tears to let it happen....i dunno....i feel like i'm going to burst. Christmas is suppose to be the time of happiness and joy. And all i am feeling is gloom.......and sadness. I wonder if i'm ever going to get into college. *sigh*
I talked to Trey and Dan last night until about 2. It's so nice when you have someone like you...or juss the feeling of liking someone is a good feeling...or at least it should be. Dan and Ve are so cute together. Also Dan seems like a really cool guy. Hopefully we'll get to be good friends. (No Ve i will not attempt to take your man.....hehehe) Man....i got lectured down for asking Trey for a Bebe shirt for Xmas....dammit! I was juss kidding....Never kid around with TREY MACK...he takes things to the inner core....hahahha.....and never call him cheap.....nevertheless POOR.....trey mack is NEITHER......arf arf arf.....hahaha.....I love you trey!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
