12242001

4:12 p.m. - I went to go see Lord of the Rings last night with Hyun Joo uhn-nee......it was actually a disappointing movie to me. The graphics weree great...the scenery, back ground set...yeah...wonderful.....but the ending, what was up with that? Anywayz......it's all good....i got online after i got home around 12:45 a.m. (yeah i caught the 9:30 show....it's a hella long movie) Andrew got online about 5 minutes later and we talked until around 3 a.m. yeah.....we had a long ass convo and we ended our relationship. I actually kinda felt empty inside when i got offline. I couldn't fall asleep quickly cuz i kept on thinking aobut Andrew and the convo.. When i woke up late this morning i didn't get out of bed quickly because i kept thinking of our conversation. It was a very truthful conversation on my side of the story...i'm sure Andrew was being truthful too. I was thinking of the song by Barbara Streisand (yes i knoe it's very old) but it juss made me think.....

Memories light the corner of my mind.
Misty water color memories
Of the way we were.

Scattered pictures of the smiles we left behind,
Smiles we gave to one another
For the way we were.

Can it be that it was all so simple then,
Or has time rewritten every line?
If we had the chance to do it all again,
Tell me? would we? could we?
Memories may be beautiful and yet,
What's too painful to remember
We simply choose to forget.
So it's the laughter
We will remember,
Whenever we remember
The way we were;
The way we were.
-The Way We Were

10:29 p.m. - I juss finished reading the second book of the Harry Potter seies..it was very exciting...but considering how i hate snakes i think i like the first book the best. I feel kinda sick where i'm about to puke. I think i'll be fine in a second....now i better actually start on some school work or i will be behind more than i ever will want to. UGH~ I have to now read about 450 pages of Native Son...good thing it has been said to be prettie good.....Carol got her prom dress....it's very prettie! I dunno what color dress i should get..i might end up in black..but who knoes....maybe i'll pick yellow! Haha...nah.....but i dunno who i should ask to MP's prom...i mean...i have 2 ppL in mind....one prob will say no because....well he doesn't live in charlotte..and the other one....will prob say no because his friend had a crush on me...no clue...funnie how i never see either of these guys....*sigh* I finished doing my Christmas cards now all i have to do is send them out. Aiite.......peace~ i mihgt write more laterz~