12222001

What a boring day~ Ak~ I woke up around 10:30 and took a shower and then went down and had some spaghetti. Afterwards i watched like 30 min of gladiater and then watched Hanging Up with Meg Ryan and Lisa Kudrow and Diane Keaton. Oh yeah and Walter Matteau. He's such a great actor. And i'm really sadden that he recently passed away (i don't remember exactly when he passed away) Anywayz. Hanging up is a really sad movie.....yeah go and watch it...but i'd have to say it's a chick flick.....although i do remember Rob Davis saying that Stepmom was actually a good movie....and that he thought he thought it was going to be a chick flick....it's basically like a tear-jerker for girls.....yeah yeah I cry in about more than half the movies i see....whtether it's funie or sad......i cry mostly at sad movies......although i have to admit i didn't cry at Monsters Inc., when Juliana did~hahahahahha that was funnie as shietz~ I'm so bored to death...hopefully i'll be called into work today....i really need to do something~

I've been thinking about what i should do with Andrew...Trey wrote me an e-mail on how if i thought that nothing was going to change even if i did give him another chance...then don't go for it...i really wanna juss shut the doors on that relationship.....i really honestly do....because it's going to end anywayz....and it's not going to be good on Andrew...and i'd rather him "shop around" as Trey put it....and juss TRY to forget about me....and if that is unsucessful then i dunno what to do then. What am i talking about? I feel really selfish in this relationship....but then again i have always felt that Andrew wasn't even trying in the realtionship most fo the time. I guess i expected a lot more out of relationship where the guy really liked me....i mean....i seriously.....the past month or two i couldn't tell if andrew liked me......he surely didn't spend time with me....:-P

i wish i could live far away......geez~ i gotta go to college soon~!

The above lyrics was my favorite song lasst year~ i think i'm still searching for that special someone~!

The above two pictures are from the Korean drama *shinhwa* it's kinda old now...but the top picture of the two lovers before the guy came power hungry and the bottom pic is when the guy becomes powerful and the girl wants him back.....laterz~

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Know that you are walking right through my door

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven
For better worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Until you cried, never

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

At every time I've always known
That you where there, upon your throne
A lonely queen without her king
I longed for you, my love forever

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
~Lenny Kravitz's AGAIN