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1:49 p.m. - Okie.....yesterday was great~ I went to the mall with Julie and Juliana~ i bought two pink shirts~they were both on sale~ isn't it surprising that i bought sale items?! Hehe~ It's all good~ I got one pink shirt from bana republic for $10. I really like it....although it juss looks like a plain t-shirt~while i was getting it...the shirt rang up as $16.99 when it was really $9.99 and the salesperson was like......how much was this $4.99? and when he said that i answered $9.99...and i was like.....dangit~ i could've gotten it for $4.99~hehe...and he joked around saying how i almost tricked him....hehe.....anywayz......i used off one of my gift certificates from Dillard's....i got Julie's Christmas present.....ah~! Gotta go back to the mall and get more presents! Hehe.....i dunno what i should get for my best friend Juliana.....nor do i knoe what to give Shery.....she's going to complain if i don't get her anything (hehe) she's still not over the fact that i didnt' buy her a shirt in 9th grade....while i bought other ppL shirts...Anywayz....yeah.......maybe i'll get her a bebe shirt.....yup yup.....nah....dunno.....anywayz.I really wanna go see a movie or something.....Kate & Leopold ( i think Meg Ryan goes back in time with the dude and lives happily ever after :-D)....Vanilla Sky (although i heard the ending was really bad)...Lord of the Rings (yes it looks awesome and a must see film in theatres) and......Not another Teen movie...........haha....yup yup.....i still have to work on my guided course work paper for history ak! Shua shua shua~

Veronica and Dan look so cute together and Ve really needs to get out of her lil stage of "oh i don't think he likes me.....Ve sweetie.....plz get out of this stage and juss realize how much Dan really likes you. Last night some guys went bowling and two guys got really sad/pissed/down.....okie.....one of them was Bobby....he won't tell anyone what is going on...but i hope he feels better about life :-D cheer up Bobby~ the other one was of course Andrew cuz i dumped him....he IMed me with "why?" so we had this big convo...prob the longest convo i have ever had with him.........i told him i was juss fed up with how i never got to see him........yeah yeah....he asked for another chance......i'm giving him one.....but seriously i honestly don't think my feelings are going to change.

I had a long convo with Ve.......and she was like the reasons why you are dumping him are for shallow reasons....and then i explained myself.....she understood......but she's like i'm not trying to stick up for Andrew because he's not my most favorite person on my list....but he's in love with you....why can't you give him a try blah blah blah..........I WILL~ak! Hope everyone has a MERRY Christmas~only 4 more days left.....hopefully you guys can get everyone presents as you plan~ :-D will write later if something more exciitng come up~!

4:53 p.m. - Ah! I juss finished reading Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone, which is the first book of the Harry Potter sequel. It was actually better than the movie......which is surprising. NOT! Anywayz. I juss read the 1st chapter of Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets, which is the second book in the sequel. It was a lil boring considering it was like a summary of what happened during Harry's first year at Hogwarts. Prettie niffty stuff. I wouldn't mind being able to do magic tricks and spells on people....hehe :-D I think my mom is kind of mad at me today, but then again i also do think she is sick today.....which ever one......all i'm trying to do is make her feel better :-D by being nice to her at least. I was supposed to work on my guided coursework topic for history but i dunno if i'm going to end up doing that......well......later~

9:42 p.m. - Amy thinks that Andrew is juss desparate....i kinda think the same way...but then again.....from my convo with Ve.....he might indeed be in love with me......i hope he isn't....because i'm making it loud and clear that i'm not going to be in a *serious* relationship that will lead into marriage...i think Andrew has gotten that far...but i haven't....not now.....and to tell you the truth....i juss couldn't do it.......it wouldn't be right for him, me, or my family......yes i do think about my family although i do bitch about them a lot. I don't think i could LOVE someone right now.....i seirously think i loved one of my exs dearly........he will remain nameless...if you knoe him..that's great....he surely doesn't knoe it...even if he does....what a bastard....he doesn't care~ i juss want to sit down and cry........geez....why can't i spend the rest of my life being happy with juss one person? why couldn't my ex juss come back to me? :*(* * * * * * * * * *