9:10 p.m. - I was juss asked a weird question...well not so much that it was weird....but...i haven't been asked it in a long time.....are you an only child? Yeah i actually am....I wish i had an older bro but an older sister would've been nice too...an older bro would look after me (i mean a sis would too, but in a different way) and i would get to hang out with his friends......YAY~! but then again...i could do that with a sister....actually no i couldn't cuz my sis and her friends would bitch about how i always tag along....i already knoe that if i had a younger sibling he/she would get all the attention......if it was a girl....my mom and her would be best buddies...and i would be out of the pic...i would be the evil daughter....while....if it was a son...i wouldn't exist to my dad......dang.....yeah....it's true tho....anywayz...i was talking about relationships a while ago with Amy...she's obsessed...excuse me...she was obsessed with this guy named *Harry*...from the beginning i told her not to obsess with a guy who was in college while she had 2 years left in high school. now if she were a senior like me...that would've been a different story...anywayz.....she now realized that she was the only one hurting in this relationship (there was no relationship) b/c she pushed herself into believing that Harry cared...i mean...i'm sure he would if she was a lil bit older....but she's so young...(dont' worry Amy you'll find a better guy if you don't end up hooking up with Harry lateron in life.) dude~ it's obvious that he would've been interested in her if she was older...age factors can be a prob...that's why guys flee from it...like this guy that will be unnamed...but he's always talking about oooooh this girl is cute and i would go out with hher, but she's 3 years younger than me.....one guy was like MAN SHE'S HOT...BUT TOO BAD SHE'S TOO YOUNG...too young for what? sex? well yeah that too...but so? ak~!
i've been out with one guy that was younger than me...two if you count andrew...it was interesting...i mean the relationship was a more meaningful one than the other two that i have ever had....but in the end he dumped me....dunno why.....prob cuz of some younger chick....good luck to ya~! i'm definately not marrying a guy younger than me....one day he'll runaway cuz i'm older than him....i knoe it~! My relationship with Andrew is weird....hehe^^ it's very different.........cuz.....first he's not korean....I'm so KP...and me not dating a korean tells other ppL oooooohhhhhhhh she's not KP (KP=korean pride) but it's all good....i mean i'm not going to marry him or anything....my parents would kill me~! ak! haha...his parents would kill him.....i still don't understand why his mom is juss so against me....i mean.....i never told Andrew to lie...i did all the lying...and then his bros....what's up with that...maybe our relationship wasn't meant to be from the start.....but then again..we still like each other......
haha....another one of my korean friends juss said that he regrets not studying and is sorry that he didn't and he feels bad for his mom.....who of course tried to get him to study....i'm sorry to ...esp since it's my last year in high school...i could've done so much better and i still don't seem to be getting my act straight.........ak~! Later it's 9:39...gotta finish a chem lab...... |
