My thoughts on you and how things will be.

I will never leave you, weather or not you believe me. there will be times you disbelieve me and there will be times when you will call me a liar. I don't have all the answers, nowhere close. I am sorry for all that has happened in your life, but you must remember that I will always be a part of you and always willing to help. I will always watch over you, long after I am dead, I will never find what I am looking for, that is my unfortunate problem, but for you it means that I will forever be there. I look for a world of happiness, not for me, but for everyone that I care for, you are on this list and they're fore you will be forever remembered and loved. my goals will never be filled however because there will always be the times when you refuse my help, sometimes this is a good move, other times it is not, there will always be times that I can't move the earth and moon for you, but I will never stop trying, I will forever be in your soul. I will be here, don't push me away. life is never as it is expected to be. nothing ever is. love is found in odd and twisted places and ways. It's definitely never easy. I know that much, but there is so much more to learn.

There will be times I can't answer your questions, I can't satisfy your needs, can't explain something.

I apologize for that.

I will always love you, I will always care. You have made me cry for your pain. I wish I could help and I cannot. I wish I knew what to do, but I know not. I cry for you now as I write this. I wish you only knew what I thought of you. I wish I could express it, but I am limited to these words that I type and they can never hope to accurately show my feelings.

I love you.

I always will.

I love thee more then a thousand sonnets could express.