On this horrible night of snow and sleet,
I watched you all die,
I saw all of this within my mind's eye,
I saw the horrible crash,
I heard the terrified screams,
I know this was nothing but a dream,
But there was a chance,
A moment I am sure,
That all that I saw here,
Was almost for sure,
A moment when my life would end,
Once I found yours had,
A moment when this shell would shed,
It's final tears,
A moment when this soul would go,
Where all lost souls go,
I know that for a moment,
This was all true,
I know that you think that there would have been nothing I could do,
But I called,
And then there was you,
I know that this much is true,
I will not let you go without these goodbyes,
Not a single one of you,
You each make up a singular part of my life,
But it simply would not do,
If I were to lose even one of you,
I could not handle all three at once,
I would be losing a part of my self,
My friends,
My brothers,
My loved ones,

My mind would die a death of silent conversation,
My heart a lonely organ too,
But most of all,
My soul,
Because I have none of you.

This death I would die three times,
This death I would die three times,
This death I would die three times,

And only cats have nine lives.