What do you want me to do?
How am I to act?
To feel,
I love you,
But I know not how to show this,
All I am showing you is my immaturity,
My apparent lack of trust,
I am trying to comfort you,
And myself,
I am trying to ease the pressure,
I am trying to be the best I can,
I don't know what to do,
Or how to act,
I just know that I haven't been acting,
This is unfortunately how I am,
I cannot help this fact,
I just want to help you,
As you have helped me,
I just want to be with you,
I want you to be with me,
I wish I could make things better,
But my mind will not tell me what is wrong,
And you say nothing,
Nothing is wrong,
But I hear something,
Either in your voice,
Or my head,

Maybe I should check and see if there are voices in my head,
Maybe I should see which one is in charge of me,
Maybe I could fix these problems within me,

Maybe,
But I still don't know how,
And when I ask what to do,
All I hear is silence,
Silence.
A silence that is chilling my soul,
A silence that is echoing in my mind,
A silent voice of questioning,

Where did I go wrong?