Soon enough and I will be gone,
We have each passed a point of no return,
Our lives are changed,
And no matter what we wish,
No matter how we hope,
The separation will come.
I will leave.

My body will leave,
I think my soul shall stay,
I want to leave at least part of it with you,
You were the only one who ever really gave a damn,
The only one who kept asking if everything was okay.
I want to leave it with you.
All of it,
I know then that at least part of me will be safe,
And always happy,
If you hold this part close to you.

The tears come now,
As they have been,
As I wrote these words,
But they are not just words,
They are last part of my soul,
The part I give to you,
The part you deserve to have,
Because you were the one who set it free,
Let me feel this world again.
All of its pain,
And all of its joy,
I really do owe it all to you,
But I know you will never believe me.
That is why I am giving it to you,
Giving myself to you,
In the only way I know how really,
By writing this,
Showing you these words,
Years later,
When your eyes finally find them,
Mixed in among so many other pieces of paper,
You will read this.
And know that I am yours,
Always.
Forever.
And till the end of all time.
I leave this for you.

I only wish I didn't have to leave you,
Didn't have to lose you,
To show how I truly care,
I love you.
I will try to let you see,
See what I see,
Know why I care.
But if that doesn't work now,
Then maybe this will work later,
As I said,
Years from now,
Going through old useless papers,
When you find this.