I can't figure it out.
I am sorry,
Maybe I have fallen to many times.
I am fallen right now.
But it's not your fault,
I need to learn to stand on my own,
I have got to learn,
You don't suggest change,
But I think I should.
My mind it seems is as open as a locked chest.
My words have no meaning,
My definitions are lost even on me.
I love you,
So why do I not listen,
Why do I always hear things you don't say?
Why would anyone put up with that?
With me,
Or rather what I become.
When will your patience run out?
After your love,
Which I think I may be draining,
I need to pick myself up again,
I'm tired of letting the world knock me down.
Tired of thoughts of losing,
All because I have lost myself.

All because I am scared,
And fewer people kick you when you're already on the ground.