Absence of Fear

Inside my skin
There is this space
It twists and turns
It bleeds and aches


Inside my heart
There's an empty room

It's waiting for lightning
It's waiting for you, and

I am wanting, and
I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear

Muscles and sinew
Velvet and stone
This vessel is haunted
It creaks and moans

My bones call to you
In a separate skin
I make myself translucent
To let you in, boy

I am wanting, and
I am needing you here
Inside the absence of fear

There is this hunger
This restlessness inside of me

And it knows that you're no stranger
You're my gravity

My hands will adore you
Through all darkness, and they will
Lay you out in moonlight
And reinvent your name

For I am wanting, and
I am needing you here
I need you near
Inside the absence of fear


Been Down So Long

Sun sets across the ocean
I'm a thousand mile from anywhere
My pocketbook and my heart both just got stolen
And the sun act like she don't even care
The wind blows cold when you reach the top
It feels like somebody's face is stuck to the bottom of my shoe
I got a plastic Jesus, a cordless telephone for every corner of my room
Got everybody but you telling me what to do


But I've been down so long
It can't be longer still
I've been down for so long
That the end must be drawing near


I looked to everybody but me to answer my prayers
'Til I saw an angel in a bathroom who said she saw no one worth saving
Anywhere

And a blind man on the corner said it's simple, like flipping a coin
Don't matter what side it lands on if it's someone else's dime

But I've been down so long
It can't be longer still
I've been down for so long
That the end must be drawing near


I take a trip
I catch a train
I catch a plane
I got a ticket in my hand
And then a fat man takes my money
And like cattle we all stand

We've been down so long
It can't be longer still

We've been down so long
The end must be drawing near


Deep Water

When you find yourself falling down
Your hopes in the sky
But your heart like grape gum on the ground

And you try to find yourself
In the abstractions of religion
And the cruelty of everyone else
And you wake up to realize
Your standard of living somehow got stuck on survive

When you're standing in deep water
And bailing yourself out with a straw
When you're drowning in deep water

And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love

When you realize your only friend
Has never been yourself or anyone who cared in the end
That's when everything fades or falls away
Cause the chains which once held us are only the chains which we've made

And when you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
And when you're drowning in deep water
And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love, love, love
It's nothing without love

We've compromised our pride
And sacrificed our health
We must demand more
Not from each other
But more from ourselves


Cause when you're standing in deep water
And you're bailing yourself out with a straw
When you're drowning in deep water

And you wake up making love to a wall
Well it's these little times that help to remind
It's nothing without love, love, love
It's nothing without love



You Were Meant For Me

I hear the clock
It's six a.m.
I feel so far away from where I've been
I got my eggs
I got my pancakes too
I got my maple syrup
Everything but you
I break the yolks and make a smiley face
I kinda like it in my brand new place
I wipe the spots off of the mirror
Don't leave my keys in the door
I never put wet towels on the floor anymore cause

Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know
That you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

I called my mama
She was out for a walk
Consoled a cup of coffee but it didn't wanna talk
So picked up a paper
It was more bad news
More hearts being broken or people being used
Put on my coat in the pouring rain
I saw a movie it just wasn't the same
Cause it was happy and I was sad and
It made me miss you oh so bad cause

Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know
That you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

I go about my business
I'm doing fine
Besides what would I say if I had you on the line
Same old story
Not much to say
Hearts are broken every day

I brush my teeth and put the cap back on
I know you hate it when I leave the light on
I pick up a book and turn the sheets down and then
I take a deep breath and a good look around
Put on my pj's and hop into bed
I'm half alive but I feel mostly dead
I try and tell myself it'll be all right

I just shouldn't think anymore tonight 'cause

Dreams last so long
Even after you're gone
I know
That you love me and soon you will see
You were meant for me
And I was meant for you

Yeah, you were meant for me and I was meant for you


Who Will Save Your Soul

People living their lives for you on TV
They say they're better than you and you agree

He says hold my calls from behind those cold brick walls
Says come here boys
There ain't nothing for free
Another doctor's bill
Another lawyer's bill
Another cute cheap thrill
You know you love him if you put him in your will, but

Who will save your soul when it comes to the flowers now
Who will save your soul after all the lies that you told, boy
Who will save your soul if you won't save your own

We try to hustle them
Try to bustle them
Try to cuss them
The cops want someone to bust down on Orleans Avenue
Another day
Another dollar
Another war
Another tower
Went up to where the homeless had their homes
So we pray to as many different gods are there are flowers
But we call religion our friend
We're so worried about saving our souls
Afraid that God will take His toll that we forget to begin but

Who will save your soul when it comes to the flowers now
Who will save your soul after all the lies that you told, boy
Who will save your soul if you won't save your own

Some are walking
Some are talking
Some are stalking their kill
You got social security
But that don't pay your bills
There are addictions to feed and there are mouths to pay
So you bargain with the Devil
Say you're okay for today

You say that you love them
Take their money and run
Say it's been swell sweetheart
But it was just one of those things
Those flings
Those strings you've got to cut
So get out on the streets
Girls and bust your butts

Who will save your soul when it comes to the flowers now
Who will save your soul after all the lies that you told, boy
Who will save your soul if you won't save your own


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