Criminal

I've been a bad, bad girl
I've been careless with a delicate man

And it's a sad, sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can

Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and I want to
Suffer for my sins

I've come to you cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don't know where I can begin

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin like a criminal
And I need to redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from these evil deeds
Before I get them done

I know tomorrow brings the consequence at hand
But I keep livin this day like
The next will never come

Oh help me but don't tell me
To deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies till I'm good
Enough for him

I've got a lot to lose and I'm
Bettin high
So I'm beggin you before it ends
Just tell me where to begin

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin like a criminal
And I need to redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love

Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay the law and let me go
I've got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know

What I need is a good defense
Cause I'm feelin like a criminal
And I need to redeemed
To the one I've sinned against
Because he's all I ever knew of love



Never is a Promise

You'll never see the courage I know
Its colors' richness won't appear within your view
I'll never glow - the way that you glow

Your presence dominates the judgments made on you

But as the scenery grows
I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch
I see from greater heights
I understand what I am still too proud to mention - to you

You'll say you understand
But you don't understand
You'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye

But never is a promise
And you can't afford to lie

You'll never touch  these things that I hold
The skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
You'll never feel the heat of this soul
My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown - to you

You'll say don't fear your dreams
It's easier than it seems
You'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
But never is a promise
And you can't afford to lie

You'll never live this life that I live
I'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
You'll never hear the message I give
You'll say it looks as though I might give up this fight

But as the scenery grows
I see in different lights
The shades and shadows undulate in my perception
My feelings swell and stretch
I see from greater heights
I realize what I am now too smart to mention - to you

You'll say you understand
You'll never understand
I'll say I'll never wake up knowing how or why
I don't know what to believe in
You don't know who I am
You'll say I need appeasing when I start to cry

But never is a promise
And I'll never need a lie


Sleep to Dream

I tell you how I feel
But you don't care
I say tell me the truth
But you don't dare

You say love is a hell you cannot bear
And I say gimme mine back and then go there - for all I care

I got my feet on the ground
And I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds
You're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice
Cannot be stifled by your deviant ways

So don't forget what I told you
Don't come around
I got my own hell to raise

I have never been so insulted in all my life
I could swallow the seas to wash down all this pride
First you run like a fool just to be at my side
And now you run like a fool
But you just run to hide

And I can't abide

I got my feet on the ground
And I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds
You're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice
Cannot be stifled by your deviant ways

So don't forget what I told you
Don't come around
I got my own hell to raise

Don't make it a big deal
Don't be so sensitive
We're not playing a game anymore
You don't have to be so defensive

Don't you plead me your case
Don't bother to explain
Don't even show me your face cause it's a crying shame
Just go back to the rock from under which you came
Take the sorrow you gave and all the stakes you claimed
And don't forget the blame

I got my feet on the ground
And I don't go to sleep to dream
You got your head in the clouds
You're not at all what you seem
This mind, this body, and this voice
Cannot be stifled by your deviant ways

So don't forget what I told you
Don't come around
I got my own hell to raise


Sullen Girl

Days like this
I don't know what to do with myself
All day
And all night

I wander the halls along the walls and under my breath
I say to myself
I need fuel
To take flight

And there's too much going on
But it's calm under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
Is that why they call me a sullen girl
Sullen girl

They don't know I used to sail the deep and tranquil sea
But he washed my shore and he took my pearl
And left an empty shell of me

And there's too much going on
But it's clam under the waves
In the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
Under the waves in the blue of my oblivion
It's calm under the waves in the blue of my oblivion


Fast As You Can

I let the beast in too soon
I don't know how to live
Without my hand on his throat
I fight him always and still
Oh darling, it's so sweet
You think you know how crazy
How crazy I am
You say you don't spook easy
You won't go
But I know
And I pray that you will

Fast as you can
Baby run
Free yourself of me
Fast as you can

I may be soft in your palm
But I'll soon grow
Hungry for a fight
And I will not let you win
My pretty mouth will frame the phrases that will
Disprove your faith in man
So if you catch me trying to find my way into your
Heart from under your skin

Fast as you can
Baby scratch me out
Free yourself
Fast as you can
Fast as you can
Baby scratch me out
Free yourself
Fast as you can

Sometimes my mind don't shake and shift
But most of the time
It does
And I get to the place where I'm begging for a lift
Or I'll drown in the wonders and the was
And I'll be your girl
If you say it's a gift
And you give me some more of your drugs
Yeah
I'll be your pet
If you just tell me it's a gift
Cause I'm tired of whys
Choking on whys
Just need a little because
Because

I let the beast in and then
I even tried forgiving him
But it's too soon
So I'll fight again, again, again, again, again
And for a little while more
I'll soar the
Uneven wind
Complain and blame
The sterile land
But if you're getting any bright ideas
Quiet dear
I'm blooming within

Fast as you can
Baby wait watch me
I'll be out
Fast as I can
Maybe late but at least about
Fast as you can
Leave me
Let this thing
Run its route
Fast as you can
Fast as you can
Fast as you can
Fast as you can


Get Gone

How many times do I have to say
To get away
Get gone
Flip your shit past another lasses
Humble dwelling
You got your game
Made your shot
And you got away
With a lot but I�m not turned on
So put away that meat you�re selling

Cause I do know what�s good for me
And I�ve done what I could for you
But you�re not benefiting
And yet I�m sitting
Singing again
Sing, sing again

How can I deal with this
If he won�t get with this
Am I gonna heal from this
He won�t admit to it
Nothing to figure out
I gotta get him out
It�s time the truth was out that he don�t give a
Shit about me

How many times can it escalate
Til it elevates to a place I can�t breathe

And I must decide
If you must deride
That I�m much obliged to up and go
I�ll idealize then realize that it�s no
Sacrifice
Because the price is paid and
There�s nothing left to grieve
Fuckin go

Cause I've done what I could for you
And I do know what�s good for me
And I�m not benefiting
Instead I�m sitting singing again
Singing again, singing again
Sing, sing, sing again

How can I deal with this
If he won�t get with this
Am I gonna heal from this
He won�t admit to it
Nothing to figure out
I gotta get him out
It�s time the truth was out that he don�t give a
Shit about me


I Know

So be it I�m your crowbar
If that�s what I am so far
Until you get out of this mess
And I will pretend
That I don�t know of your sins
Until you are ready to confess

But all the time, all the time
I�ll know, I�ll know

And you can use my skin
To bury secrets in

And I will settle you down
And at my own suggestion
I will ask no questions

While I do my thing in the background

But all the time, all the time
I�ll know, I�ll know

Baby I can�t help you out
While she�s still around
So for the time being
I�m being patient
And amidst this bitterness
If you�ll just consider this
Even if it don�t make sense
All the time
Give it time
And when the crowd becomes your burden
And you�ve early closed your curtains
I�ll wait by the backstage door
While you try to find the lines to speak your mind
And pry it open, hoping for an encore
And if it gets too late
For me to wait
For you to find you love me
And tell me so
It�s ok, don�t need to say it


Paper Bag

I was staring at the sky
Just looking for a star
To pray on
Or wish on
Or something like that
I was having a sweet fix of a daydream of a boy
Whose reality I knew
Was a hopeless to be had
But then the dove of hope began its downward slope
And I believed for a moment that my chances
Were approaching to be grabbed
But as it came down near
So did a weary tear

I thought it was a bird
But it was just a paper bag

Hunger hurts
And I want him so bad
Oh it kills
Cause I know I�m a mess he don�t wanna clean up
I got to fold cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts
But starving works
When it costs too much to love

And I went crazy again today
Looking for a strand to climb
Looking for a little hope
Baby said he couldn�t stay
Wouldn�t put his lips to mine

And fail to kiss is a fail to cope
I said - �Honey, I don�t feel so good, don�t feel justified
Come on put a little love here in my void�
He said - �
It�s all in your head�
And I said, �So�s everything�
But he didn�t get it
I thought he was a man
But he was just a little boy

Hunger hurts
And I want him so bad
Oh it kills
Cause I know I�m a mess he don�t wanna clean up
I got to fold cause these hands are too shaky to hold
Hunger hurts
But starving works
When it costs too much to love



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