February 17, 2000
"your personality, like the diamond, always seems to be changing according to the situation
you're looking at it in, but really it stays the same, it's made up of many little and large traits.
even the little, hard to see facets are important and make the diamond what it is. getting to
know someone really well-getting to know your self really well- is becoming familiar with all
those facets and the way they shine in different lights. and this is something that i have given
a lot of thought to cause there's so much whack shit in my personality that just doesn't
compute. i have freaked people out, cause one night i'll be super super wild and excessive
and then they come to visit me at my house and i'm wearing sweats and doing something
really housewifey like cross stitching in front of the TV. one thing that i still haven't
understood is how can you be an introverted extrovert? because i am. don't ask me how that
works...then of course there's the thing of being able to sound really really clever about life
-i always have something to say to everything and i've always been the person that people
come to for advice or consolation-but in real life, i have messed up in many ways even
though i knew better." -----Vic Vicious
me too