By Shonda Kelley
Will I ever understand?
What exactly what I�m going through?
What is it that God has planned?
Only if I ever knew
I learn something every day
Even if it�s not wanted
Now I don�t know what to say
This just isn�t something that should be flaunted
Nothing will be easy
No matter what people say
Everything has to have effort in order to be the least bit pleasing
Just a little effort every day
I will not give up
I will never let go
I feel so dry like an empty cup
But God is here holding on never letting me go
By Shonda Kelley
Please show me
Why I feel like this
Why this is happening to me
What did I miss?
I feel betrayed
Like I never mattered
No matter how I prayed
I feel like my life is shattered
The loss of a best friend
And feeling like another is being pulled away
I no longer can just pretend
That everything is gonna be okay
I don�t know what�s going to happen
But I suppose I should just let go
God wouldn�t let this happen without a plan
So I�ll give it all to Him so that He can put it to show
I trust in God
That everything will end up fine
In the end, I�ll be able to smile and nod
Because I�m able to keep the friend that is so divine
By Shonda Kelley
Our friendship is so much more
Then anyone will ever understand
God has a perfect plan
And those who question
Doubt God�s plan
But they say what they want
It will never change me
This friendship
Isn�t just about hanging out
Having fun and laughing
It�s from God
The gift He gives
In His own time
The greatest blessing
That I can give back to God
Because you, my friend
Are directly from God
Given to me in the perfect time
No one will understand
How important our friendship is to each other
It truly is the friendship
That will last a lifetime
By Shonda Kelley
Learning form the past isn�t an easy thing to do
All the situations I�ve been though
Have altered the way I look at life
Seeing how others have grown
Helps me see what I can be like, good or bad
You have seen through the help of God
That life�s problems come and go
And that there is always a reason for those things to happen
God put you in my life to help me see this too
Things are about to take a different course
Now that God has put us together
He is going to use us for something big
We know the calling on our lives
Just have to let God keep growing us
And letting everything be done in His time
Nothing is more valuable then seeing each other grow
Growing closer together both as friends and in the Lord
Our calling, as we obviously know, is in the same area
But in a big way they are both different
I can really see now how perfect God�s planning is
By Shonda Kelley
I don�t like it
How I feel
It�s not right
Pure selfishness
Not of God
I need
To get rid of it
I feel like
I want someone
To feel sorry for me
But that�s wrong
That�s selfishness
Not of God
I need to be humble
I need humility
Father give me peace
Take these thoughts
And change them
Help me
Keep me from worry
You are, Lord
The only reason
Why I�m here
For you alone
No one else
But You
By Shonda Kelley
I know you try
To tell me how you feel
I�m not asking you to stop
I don�t� want you to stop
Keep telling me
How much you love me
I will tell you
Infinite times
How much I love you
But you only have to tell me once
How much you love me
How much you care
Because I deeply know
Very deep in my heart
That you love me
Second to God
I want you to know that
That�s how much
I love you too