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| At first I didn�t know how long it would be before I received this friend, in fact, I didn�t think I was really going to have this prayer answered. I felt so selfish in praying for this, but it was truly the only thing, next to life that I wanted and felt like I needed in order to feel ever more close to God. I never stopped praying for this though. It was like God wouldn�t let me stop. And I�m more then grateful that I didn�t stop at all.
God has put many people into my life and has also taken many out. But I have been given very dear friends and I know that I know that I know that each one of these people have a specific reason for being in my life, God has blessed me greatly with each person and I just pray that He will continue to do so. This prayer has finally been answered. I was always thinking that it was going to be a female friend. A woman who know where I�ve been, and know where I�m at. Well, my thoughts were completely wrong. Ok maybe not completely wrong, because my best friend knows where I�ve been and knows where I�m at. The thing that I�m wrong about is the fact that it�s a man. Jon is my Godsend. I love him with all my heart. We are engaged for the time being until God shows us when we�re to be married. Jon has been my support since we met. I just didn�t know it at the time. We met almost 9 months ago. We knew the other was in existence then, but didn�t start getting to know each other until late October. November we became an official couple, and now we�re engaged to be married. I know many people will think we�re moving way too fast, but I believe we�re moving at the pace God wants us to move. No one can put time and love together. I don�t know if you can tell or not, but because of my experiences with friendship. Friendship is the most valuable thing to me. I cherish each friend and its relationship with everything that I have. I have to be very careful with that too because I will find myself to become very vulnerable at times. Very close friends don�t come by easily, so when they do, I take them to heart and put all my caring and compassion into it. So I want to tell every friend that I had, have, and will have, thank you. Thank you for letting me into your life. Even if I�ve made the worst mistakes a person can ever make, please look past that and see what God has done for the better. I know I have and always will. So thank you and God bless. |
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