06 January 2004 [1:08]
Playlist: My Favorite Accident - Motion City Soundtrack Geezus. You know that realization you get when you figure out all these people you've known for finally come out of the closet? It's like all those little things I've noticed, or joke about are really true. & then I sink back in my chair & let it all sink in & feel a little guilty about for joking about it. Wow. It's been a while. Lets see. Adam came up & we hung out at Dupont. Watched Finding Neverland and ate at California Pizza Kitchen and Moby Dick all for dinner. It was awesome. New Years Eve, partied it on at Josh's house with Tomas & other UMBC/Gaithersburg High Alumnis. Geezus. My father just called. He barrowed my digicam. Gracious. I knew it was going to happen. He already forgot his bag with my camera in it in the shuttle bus. Fuck shitting fuckers! Anyways. Saw Carter last night. Had dinner with him, Nicole, & friend. Always with the tall kids that short one. He has worked as an Elementary school teacher, Peds, & MIC. So come Halloween he dresses as a clown & blows baloons for the kids. So when I come around to see this, I laugh cause its hilarious, him as a clown. I said, I want to be a Peds Oncology Nurse. He says, you laugh at me now, it's going to be you dressed up like a clown everyday. Then he says that I don't have the patience to work with sick kids. But I do. Now I do. After two years of volunteer work at the Hem/Onc Clinic, I've learned to attached myself to apathy towards death of adults. I mean, it's sad, & I do feel that tragic ending. But atleast that way, they don't feel the pain anymore. It's over. So then I needed to work on the patience part. A job at Wal-Mart has taught me A LOT of patience. So there. I'm set. Now I just need to find a place where I can work with kids. I know I'm not ready for the possibly terminally ill kids yet. Let me put one and one together and work with those regular peds & then I'll make my way over. Relief. Father called again. He called the company who called the driver & got his bag & my camera back. BIG sigh of relief.
Geezus. You know that realization you get when you figure out all these people you've known for finally come out of the closet? It's like all those little things I've noticed, or joke about are really true. & then I sink back in my chair & let it all sink in & feel a little guilty about for joking about it. Wow. It's been a while. Lets see. Adam came up & we hung out at Dupont. Watched Finding Neverland and ate at California Pizza Kitchen and Moby Dick all for dinner. It was awesome. New Years Eve, partied it on at Josh's house with Tomas & other UMBC/Gaithersburg High Alumnis. Geezus. My father just called. He barrowed my digicam. Gracious. I knew it was going to happen. He already forgot his bag with my camera in it in the shuttle bus. Fuck shitting fuckers! Anyways. Saw Carter last night. Had dinner with him, Nicole, & friend. Always with the tall kids that short one. He has worked as an Elementary school teacher, Peds, & MIC. So come Halloween he dresses as a clown & blows baloons for the kids. So when I come around to see this, I laugh cause its hilarious, him as a clown. I said, I want to be a Peds Oncology Nurse. He says, you laugh at me now, it's going to be you dressed up like a clown everyday. Then he says that I don't have the patience to work with sick kids. But I do. Now I do. After two years of volunteer work at the Hem/Onc Clinic, I've learned to attached myself to apathy towards death of adults. I mean, it's sad, & I do feel that tragic ending. But atleast that way, they don't feel the pain anymore. It's over. So then I needed to work on the patience part. A job at Wal-Mart has taught me A LOT of patience. So there. I'm set. Now I just need to find a place where I can work with kids. I know I'm not ready for the possibly terminally ill kids yet. Let me put one and one together and work with those regular peds & then I'll make my way over. Relief. Father called again. He called the company who called the driver & got his bag & my camera back. BIG sigh of relief.
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