| Good-Bye As I lay here in my bed; the thoughts are rushing through my head; the the memeories come flooding in, and the thoughts of all the pain with in. I close my eyes and squeeze them tight; till they hurt so bad I loose sight ; of all the feelings deep with in, and all the tragadies that never end . All my life I wanted love, To be held tight And shown what it was , To be a child..... A sweet small child , To play to jump to run for miles. I know not what it is to be, Small and inocent... I was never able too be a child so pure, so fragile , so delicate. The times I rememeber, I'll always know were the times when my body was used For another mans pleassures Or a sacrficial show. As the tears start to flow, The ones inside start to roam; They come to take me away forever, Never to regain my mind my body or my soul . So now as it is this day in time; I'll smile that smile that I have always practiced... One that captured your hearts and your love, But that smile was nothing more than the pain inside Glowing from my eyes.. It was the way I learned to survive, The way that I learned to stay alive. Now that you know that smile is pain; I can no longer be with you through the days. I must say good bye. I love you all, And I wish that you remain true to your call .. To help others like me that have no hope. So that one day when it comes to this , They can look back and know they will be missed, And had the love they always wanted to know. WRITTEN BY: Rose Demarest "Every rose has its thorns" |