Remembering David

October 16, 2000

 

Like burning acid carelessly hurled across my heart
The loneliness devours my soul
Wounds cannot heal while my mind is idle
Occupy my time, and I forget about the emptiness
But crawling back to my isolation, my lonely dwelling
Inner voices endlessly debate all the "what if's"
I think of him laying in bed with THAT other man
The man he left me for
The man he shouldn't be with

Sometimes I am joyed to  no longer have him in my journey
Other times, I cry at the weight of self pity my empty life has become
I lie wondering,  trying in vane to sleep
What would I say if he were ever to ask for forgiveness
Ask to return to my bed and my life
I should say ‘NO'. That would be the only sane thing to say
But would my heart speak out first?
What would it say?

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