| alive blood spread through grass now dead brave men beyond breath bury away dreams of you with their freedom smoldering sunshine youth stuffed their drug stores descedants desperate from love outside the desire speeeding wind bites up snake-scrawled highways the weathered ballerina danced where golden summer fields remain to November sweet seasoned souls entered God's doors youthful yearnings reacquaint and lessons of enlightenment first concealed walk as the course of memories resumes ancient hope throughout God's remorse is hidden by jewelled whispers of faithful forgiveness and dreams love must sit cross-legged demand a silent fire and burn evil betraying pain passion remains cursed aged silver song awakened the ancient bird the green redwood the summer world outside the icy shade never touch the moon we crossed heaven to-night and long seem the Northern Lights but stars interfere the past promise of loving me should have best been for someone who's memories matter in the end soft dreams bitter prayers shaken and turned foul god's indifferent thoughts simply meant some immortal passions even misunderstanding mirrors the desired differences empty pain sparks deserved confusion effort spent forces ends with you a heart touched from praise will find ease in the breeze within the warm sunlight I am found awakened unlike once where you hid under that crack of the waterfall sputtering moisture joined tears on the stepping stones the moon was still on fire to-night Northern Lights torch heaven rain wouldn't change anything Mist blurs the Sea Figures of sharp spines outline the pier air wraps flowery colours on the dull beach Descended from this illuminated star-strewn heaven where the crystal morning twinkled with ice frigid amber-glowing sun caught light the struggle within to emerge to allow more strengthening in courage and to sprout upward to grow maturity leaping from the terrace to impale my hands upon jagged ground my sociopathic life remins alcoholic dilated of opportunity my absurd spectrum in colorise your vision said words without scenes straight-talking senses tease my eyes her dress was flowing floral folds drew in amongst her hips soft breath from her sweet smile wouldn't come death was there in the sky her wings folded broken hot blood on her ice-coloured breast a sad joy when your blood comes far too thinned and my wings shade away your insensitiveness my sadness will end these unheeding violet twilights illuminate the sky-mirror drowning in the world's blueist gardens she sits in her nasty bedroom unraveling each strip of smouldering Vegas leather the earth sinks into exile and that burned heart dines on the pasture of love delightful night fleeting the lover regrets her grace years of desire caught in the heart-strings sweet honeysuckle sap slipping down my throat the desire of young skin eats up my insides the wind floods your damaged soul no longer will my love be intoxicated by desire for an end I prey on you twilight wanderer beware my love I am found descending ending your delicious time secret l'amour la belle found pouring desire laughed softly at le vers du love her frozen dawn was broken by snowflakes and blood the man began folding softly beside the gun rediscovering this dark laugh quills a wave of sorrow not true to happiness at last grief is scribed that kiss haunts my sweet heart and yet a pity instead of you with another your love could be mine and Oh clear darkness -- the things he collected exploring my insides a deep expanse of scattered sins the dark despair of reality tears beyond cheeks babies lost born into a void mother is caught refuge on the terrace the love of a Greek stranger grows in a fearless meadow seek shadows among the glass fire now we have hidden love no cold studded armour should shield that thrashing love for the wind sieges through it fallen strands of starlight the on-screen queen was found buoyant it looked quick maybe like us he'd realize stars didn't mean wishes or dreams only a blue abyss crying pain isn't passing time is just so unforgiving to the golden ones vodka is a friend for another innocence northern lights nerves that stretch like firey rain to the moon but stars interfere heaven found tonight deranged therapy their hearts were estranged from love and Christmas spirits She was found underwater staring at the night we unfolded her intertwined fingers and yelled and yelled everyone forgot her she sighs sitting by the window and sinks into her cold shadow she grows darker that morning dreams of Rain the cobwebs part from my eyes and stars emerge tonight Catch a chill raindrops dangling from your cigarette loves faded this evening the lace detached like rusted nails she floats in the bathtub stained red the fallout of stars unfurled the devastation the carnage deafened the thunderclaps the nightmare engulfed the moon I forgive our memories your words for the last time I relive a fool's whispers "I love you..." we run for heaven but stars interfere northern lights touch the moon their nerves float like firey rain bequeathed this enlightened kiss hints of hazy desires silky golden strings his despair is simple a troubled silence murder fantasy human beasts within caged cities youth born to destroy heroes await the chaos but my vision comes sunset flames ribbons piercing the wretched tears freeze once-invincible eyes watch winter through cold silence the plot changes your eyes tempted innocence she escaped her boyfriend's funeral lacquered in guilt dramatic dream a symphony of poison his pleasures stain her soul painted on strips of vegas leather in the hospital coke gushes through tubes in her skull rippling fields skeletons found in an ice crop the future was placid with dead promises of love words not forgotten dead in the creek empty waters blanched dry by the careless sun remember when you kissed my broken good-bye remember how I slipped through your hands my laugh is still black internally exposed fragility agape before you don't leave me drawing familiar phantom eyes help cure the nightmares my insides have no will aurora's lonesome stare drowns his shadows her firey whisper burns like the sea my heart cries aloud the stars burn black without thee haloes bended a dim red twisted subconscious resurrecting wavering melodies shimmering emotions and arpeggios coiling shadowy reality fix my wrists to the altar paralyzed eyes weak in this opiate hell gradually turning my heart to winter friendship and love an endless misery forgery of loyalty i'm so terrified isolated and stupid happiness lost in my inability to love myself pushing the love away her body arched towards the surface panic keep her in the water crawled out of the cold saltwater's touch through mist of fire and dry roses to change past times aftermath a revenge created by the humility of dying dreams tears turn to acid and the darkness begins |
| Warning, warning, warning! This stuff is mostly depressing and dark. These poems are from late 2002 to late 2003 and were made through Poetry in Motion (www.poetry.com), basically a form of magnetic poetry online, allowing only 20 words.The poems in this colour are spawned from personal experiences. The poems in this colour are not. |