A little about me

First, I apologized that my English worse. I'm male heterosexual crossdresser, married and live in Jakarta - Indonesia, a far away country. I have been crossdressing and my first memories of wanting to like a woman since 9 or 10. It all started when I was young. I remember finding and playing with my sister's lipstick, wear my sister's dress and looking at myself in the mirror. My sister and I frequently dressed up, with me often wearing my mother's clothes. . 

Age 15, I started to explore my sister's wardrobe and I had been using make-up for a while.  My sister offered to help me apply my make up. I was so lucky because so my feet were still same size with my sister's shoes or my mother's shoes.

Age 18-23, I was in University, I live alone (separate from my parent's home). I have great experiences after I had my job and my own money. I like to shop at the Mall to buy dresses, gown and cosmetics (but still in male). I have lots of dresses, gown, high heels shoes and wigs.

Age 29, I met a woman, we fell in love and married some years later. I told my wife about Santy before we married. At the first time, she shocked and didn't believe me and she thought if I was "Gay". I told her, I was not a gay or homosexual and she understand it, but she would like to see me as "Santy" and she would like to see my wardrobe. 

On Sunday after I talked about Santy, I get dress, apply make up and my high heel to be Santy. She laughed and cried but she was very supportive and helpfull. After that, we have married and she still loves me and support with my crossdressing .( Thank's for God and my wife).