Hi there,
It's late Saturday night, it's been a strange kind of day really, I got up early intending to go somewhere, lost something
then spent all day looking for it and didn't go anywhere except food shopping this evening! I'm feeling a bit flat, and confused is probably the right word, I don't really know what I'm doing with my life, I'm separated from my husband of 13 years and with him I always seemed to know where I was going and in what direction, and it felt like it wouldn't matter if I didn't know, now it feels like it's very important. It's like I 've got to this age and I ought to know where I'm going in life, but I don't and that's a bit scarey! When you're a teenager it doesn't matter at all you can just go where life takes you, but in your 30's it feels like you should be settled. And I was! untill it went pear-shaped!!!
Oh well enough for now, I shall finish off a graphic then head for bed with my 3 magazines that I bought today and try to forget all that :0) Blog 2ya later, hugs Sani.xx
posted by 5:21 PM