| 7.6.03 happy fourth of july! many random quotes coming ur way. from most favorite to least fave: 1. Im not stupid, just intellectually constipated. 2. Boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them, but save the sexy ones. 3. You should be in a bed commercial. 4. Cute but psycho. 7.1.03 hmmm.... i havent blogged in a while. i watched charlies angels: full throttle. it was really good. yall have to watch it. i got 2 spirit buddies. i made a fool of myself at the quad while doing my cheer dance routine. i ran a mile without stopping. i watched catch me if you can and the emperor's club. i cant remember what else happened. I love you for free and im not your mother, but you dont even bother. 6.26.03 randomness did u know that california is the artichoke capital of the world? i forgot to say that yesterday i fell while running the bleachers. lol. i landed on my butt and it hurt. my knee hurts from todays practice. it feels owee. lol. i really enjoyed running today. i prayed the entire time. it felt great. as i was praying i saw the sun rising. it was beautiful. later tonight im going to new town buffet for tita christy's birthday. i think im gonna go to the mall tomorrow. i started reading Black Boy. im on page 8. the intro was so long.. i heard they are gonna arrest people with kazaa. oh my. im gonna delete it soon! "I would hurl words into this darkness and wait for an echo, and if an echo sounded, no matter how faintly, i would send other words to tell, to march, to fight, to create a sense of hunger for life that gnaws in us all, to keep alive in our hearts a sense of the inexpressibly human." pg. 384, Black Boy by Richard Wright. 6.25.03 today dude. i got straight A's. i went to borders today. i bought Black Boy by Robert Wright. They ran out of Cyrano de Bergerac. Can you believe that? i got home and i watched maid in manhattan. it was better than i expected it to be. then i watched american juniors. aww.. those kids are adorable. i was so happy that Tay Tay and Tori made it. lol. im cool shut up. i watched the sandlot today in guidance. aced the test. i learned to cornrow my hair. it was funny when i let it out. i look like an asian pop star. its rather funny. maybe i should take a pic. gonna take a shower now. goodnight honey. where is the love? (daily thought) 6.24.03 summer school summer school is easy. i like my guidance class.. its so kicked back. yesterday we watched meet the parents. today we watched remember the titans. i like the most of the people in the class too. i havent talked to a lot of people from last year. its either i havent seen them, they dont have summer school, or we just havent talked. i miss you... 6.18.03 last day of school today was fun. Recap of events: - took english final - was stalked by andrew in english. lol. - went to the counseling office and discovered that they didnt give me any classes! - went to the mall with andrew, eric, neil, jason, mikeal, jamaica, heather, karen, and sarah - took pictures with karen, heather, and sarah - saw lots of people from hoover - had dance practice - im tired. Did i mention i only had 3 hours of sleep last night? Most likely i have told u. u know me. blabbermouth! 6.17.03 second entry its been an hour. no more tears. i ate a spoonful of nutella. that stuff was good therapy. music is good too. God has soothed my soul! 6.17.03 i cry softly upon my pillow wondering why i have failed my self. what use was all my hard work? in two hours it was diminished. i strived and strived for a reachable goal only to discover that i am incappable. i cant describe the pain i feel. its a pain that even tears and sleep can not erase.i hope that it soon will diminish. so close yet so far. i screwed up my geometry final. if you know me at all you know that that pains me. big deal... its just a test. who cares about grades? i care. i dont think i will allow myself to go to the movies tomorrow. Lord.. soothe my soul. 6.16.03 my finals today were easy. last day of p.e.. i watched selena, lala, and troy play basketball. dang. selena can play really well. i saw her make shots some guys cant make. it was really funny. lala, natalie, and selena sang for half the period. lol. i kno a song that gets on everybodys nerves, sugar pie honey bunch, L-O-V-E, and many others. very entertainging. i got home ate lunch. im in front of my comp now or dancing around my room. its really fun. take me to the movies! 6.12.03 yes. i'll see you in your dreams.. maybe mine. btw: new layout. A thought: I am rich. Rich in love, family, friends, joy, and happiness. 6.8.03 home movies today, while i was supposed to be doing my bio project, i watched home movies with my mom. they made me regret all the times i have complained about how my life sucks, how im not rich, and how hard my life is. i realized that i am so blessed by God. I came to America with my family with nothing. I had to leave my cousins, my classmates, my toys, and my house. I had to live in my uncles back house in Beverly Hills for a month. By God's goodness and grace, I immediately made strong friends, whom I am still close with until this day. God gave me a house to live in, nice furniture, and more than i could ever want. I am truly blessed by God. After watching the home movies and looking upon my life, i came to realized that God gave me 20 good moments for every bad. For every struggle, a gigantic hug. I never thought that i could be convicted by old movies. I was trying to hide my tears as i was watching the videos. I cant stop thanking God for all he has given me. He put abundant joy and boundless love in my heart. I cant imagine my life without him. On Sunday, June 15, is my family's 10th year anniversary here in America. I would like to thank everyone who have stuck by me throught all my hardships and helped me overcome them. I want to thank everyone who prayed for me and everyone i have ever met.. So blessed i cant contain it. So much ive gotta give it away. YOUR love, has taught me to live now YOU are more than enough for me. Right here and right now i want to make a commitment to the Lord. Im going to stop caring about what other people think. Im going to stop pleasing people and start pleasing the Lord my God. Galatians 1:10 says: "Obviously, i'm not trying to be a people pleaser! No, I am trying to please God. If i were still trying to please people, I would not be Christ's servant." Seek the Lord earnestly and love Him with all of your heart. I love you all very much, and God does too. I pray that you may experience the joy and love that the Lord Jesus provides. 5.30.03 field trip today i went on a field trip with my BETA class and read to little kids. I read to kindergardeners and first graders. i saw my old school jefferson. its as ugly as i remembered it. the kids were adorable. the guys were making fun of my butt. lol. losers. weirdos. i went with karen to girl frenzy and i bought a dress. supposedly it looks like a tablecloth. i think imma return it... the kids were adoranle. lol. I wanna be a princess... i wanna be a king.. i wanna be a teeth pediatrician. lol. i wanna be spiderman. i want to be a police. i wanna be a black spiderman. lol. these kids are "ambitious". the highlight of my day was i when i walked into a classroom and all the little kids told me i was pretty. lol. i dont get compliments that often. lol. one girl asked me how old i was. i told her i was fifteen. The class was like "whoa... you're old. lol. today was really fun. hanging out with my business class is great. the peope are very entertaining... |
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