Work brought
me to Kolkata from Mumbai. My grandfather's continuous need to hear about
Kolkata saw me put pen to paper - or rather words to Microsoft Word. Started
to write just out of solitude and urge to do something to kill it. Was
startled by the results as loneliness vanished and solitude became livelier.
Suddenly felt that Kolkata is not too different from Mumbai and fell
in love with Kolkata as much as Mumbai. Inadvertent comparisons cropped
up like loads of mushrooms at the onset of rains.
What started
as a hobby soon became a passion.
Never a person
to use one word where one word would suffice, writing initially went
into tons of meaningless words.
My first
writing in English would have been the alphabet. It would not be different
for you either. Later, it progressed through the academic rigmarole,
branched to Physics and Mathematics 'technical' thesis at IIT, Bombay
and rested at learning the SQL language of Oracle, which has sustained
me in the IT field.
Aimed at
IAS, dreamt of a Professor of Physics, accepted software.
It was predicted
that I would obtain a post-graduate degree in Economics or
Literature. Obtained neither, as I sought the conventional Master of
Science. Economics is hard to decipher, medical sciences
tense my not-too-strong heart, while Engineering and Management are
passé for me. I have strong reservations about expressing my ignorance
of politics. Cricket is great till India wins and Sachin dazzles, while
tennis ended for me with Gabriela Sabatini and Steffi - in exactly the
reverse order.
But with
books, I go into a frenzy. Can't really go into a bookshop and come
out emptyhanded. Was introduced to books by sheer luck and things have
never looked the same since. Now even the 'official' email provides a
great opportunity to unleash creativity.
Ayn Rand
made me arrogant, Krishnamurthy a wee bit sane, Shaw lent cynicism,
while Amit Chaudhari completed the romance. But writers I am obsessed
by are Gabriel Garcia Marquez and Ernest Hemingway. Would give anything
to emulate them - but realise my own limitations.
Am an ardent
fan of old Hindi songs, don't really understand much in music except
that I like to listen to it.
Reality hits
late - always! Romanticism is never suppressed - so keep on dreaming.
Sometimes like a mystic, sometimes like a commoner, at times philosophical,
at times cynical in criticism. Half man, Half horse.
Were I to
be given a pink slip, can think of writing as alternate career - unless
your criticisms ensure otherwise.