October 27, 2003
I feel pretty miserable today.  Last night I felt okay, mostly because of the shock of it all and I focused on the fact that I was brave enough to let go and that there was nothing I could do to change his feelings.  Nothing to be done, so why be sad?  Well, today I feel like crap. 

This is better, though, than how I dealt with Jonathan.  In order to avoid this feeling, I played along like everything was fine, and three years later, he still didn�t love me, and I was hurt even more.  Yes, this is better, but it still sucks. 
Sabrina & Jay...days gone by...
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