...MeLissa HaNg's ParaDisE...

My Expressions Through Poetry

Here you will find poetry that explains my thoughts, expresses my feelings, and this is how you get to know the real me inside. All these poems are written by myself unless the owners name is under it. If you take the chance to read it all, then you'll understand that not only am I speaking about myself.. I am speaking for others as well. For example, I will place myself in their shoes and show you how they feel like. Enjoy what I have up. Theres more to come.

"Someone who is a one of a kind
A one in a million thats hard to find"
"You are my better half; My completion
So take me with you to our destination"


"This Feeling I Feel"

Something so different; Something so true
Magic happens when I talk to you
You make me smile and make me laugh
What I say is true so do the math
This is different and I told you before
My love is unconditional and always pure
Just remember that I care for you
Nothings stopping me from feeling the way I do
You were the one who I came to
When things got hard, There was only you
You cheered me up on the darkest days
You would make me happy in any way
You always pleased me from head to toe
Only you know how this goes
You drive me crazy and its okay
Because I know you feel the same way
So continue to talk because I'll be here
Even on days that you have shed a tear
I will not leave for any reason
Due to the fact that you kept me believing
The feeling has arrived and it will stay
This feeling inside that we have made.

"How Can You Fall In Love With Him"

How can you fall in love and give it all?
To someone who did you wrong from the start
He made you cry and left you there
Didn't bother to wipe away your tears
He blamed you for his own mistakes
And left you with some bills to pay
You wait all night when he went out
Didn't care to know what you're all about
When he's not straight he yells at you
What makes you think his love is true?
Girl dry your eyes and smile once more
You are independent and not his whore
Forget the moments you shared together
And live your life out for the better
Go be someone and let him see
The kind of woman that you can be
You are beautiful and so much stronger
So prove to him your love is no longer
Move on and let go of your tortured past
And find a man who's worthy enough to last
Someone who loves you and is willing to stay
It all takes time and its a whole new day.

Magic Stick

You say that only you got it all
I can sense your games from afar
You say you own a magic stick?
Boy let me tell you; That ain't shit!
I speak my mind and its the truth
Yeah it hurts, What you gonna do?
Call me a slut, bitch, whore, or hoe
I don't go around town unlike someone I know
Calling me a pigeon, thats cool with me
I can live with it and you're so scrubby
You and your boys called me a skank
At least I ain't running on an empty tank
You say you got a new Escalade
Maybe you might in the next decades
You talk back once and talk back twice
You run your mouth and scratch that head lice
You're so nasty it makes me sick
Any hole you see, you'll literally hit it
Enough of this shit I'm gonna bounce out
Now you know how I'm all about
So don't come back and talk your shit
Because boy you'll always be my little bitch.

"Being With Me"

When I first met you; You were sweet
Someone who I can share a little family
Days went by and I was sure
That your love didn't exist no more
You stopped calling and didn't see
All the pain that you brought home to me
Lonely nights I stay up and wait
Just to get a peek of that face
You're hardly home, Always on the go
Busy doign your late night shows
I don't mind..I'm just saying
It is you who I am craving
I still sit here and wait on you
To see if this is all untrue
I have to face that you moved on
And this is where you don't belong
I must be strong and you will see
You missed a BOMB ass chance with me.

"She"

She's sweet, loving, and still so pure
She helps me out when I'm unsure
She gave me money every time I asked
She doesn't judge me from my past
She watched really close as I grew
She saw my heartbreak from a boy name Sou
Only she was there to care
She was the one who held me near
Her love is peaceful and very deep
Something that I'll forever keep
I told her things that were private
She never did gossip about it
She's my everything in this life
I don't know what to do if she wasn't alive
She's the one who pushes me
Telling me I can be anything I wanna be
She's my strength and she's my voice
When I hear her, I just rejoice
She protects Me from all this drama
No other girl comes close to my mama.

"My Life" by Bao

Work all day and work all night
Working hard til the morning light
No time for fun, no time to play
Everythings the same with each new day
Nothing new to come my way
Everynight in bed I lay
Thinking what tomorrow may bring
A guy to wedd me with a ring
Everyday's so boring with nothing new
all the same shit with nothing to do
Sitting at home is where I stay
Life sucks cause its going this way
Just waiting for another day to come
Adding everything up to get the sun
Equals zero its all same
My life sucks, damn, its so lame
So hurry life come to an end
Or a nice guy someone please send
To give my life adventures of some sort
We'll be together til divorce brings us to court
Then there goes my life back down the drain
Stressing and hurting in so much pain
I've been through it all and so far it sucks
Every guy's the same with no such luck
This is my life the story I'll tell
I'll tell you all and I'll tell it well

Screen and Phone Love

Someone who's different and something thats new
I knew there were sparks when I talked to you
Behind a screen and behind a phone
This is all real and this is to hold
I've never seen your face before
Yet I'm wanting more and more
You are differnt like a shooting star
You are my escape when times got hard
During times that I need to cry some tears
I'm so grateful to have you there
My earth angel through a sound
Keeps me sane and on the ground
This is something different now
And only him and I know how
Holding on until the day we meet
To have you closer than a feet
You are someone who is a one of a kind
A one in a million thats hard to find
So talk to me cause I'm still here
I know its hard because you're there
I'll keep you very close at heart
Like how I did even from the start.

Rated-X

You already know what happens next
So hot and wild, its rated-x
So many temptations I try to fight
You just know how to do it right
You have been my sweetest sin
When you rock it out and in
I don't care who's all around
I'll do it all, thats if you're down
So be a man and do it all
Then we'll watch 'Darkness Falls'
I'll get the champagne and the fruities
Only if you wanna get freaky
Once again, Show me what you're about
Just make sure I scream and shout
This is rough and extremely dirty
Just the thought of you on top of me
Enough imagination girl, You are too much
Go get some ass and that should be enough
Too much talk about the word called sex
Remember kids, this is all Rated-X.

"My Everything"

Dearest you my honey bear
So warm and soft; I need you here
When I'm with you I feel secure
Just like senorita and my senor
We go together like peaches and cream
Its just to perfect like a fantasy
So stick on me like paper and glue
Cause all I ever wanted was you
So stay with me through darkened days
I will love you in each and every way
I am for you and you are for me
Our love will grow endlessly
In this lifetime or in the next
You know that its all Rated-X
Only saved for our eyes to see
The love thats shared between you and me.

"Myself and Hoang"

When we talk on the phone you make me smile
Yet distance seperates us throughout the miles
I still feel so close to heart with you
Everything I said is real and true
I make you laugh and make you weak
How can a thug fall for a geek?
Everything happens with some faith
And so far things has been great
I am anxious to see your beautiful face
To feel the presence of your sweet embrace
But just knowing that you're by my side
Is enough to know this is real and no lie
There will be special moments we will be sharing
Just let me know and I will say everything
So just hold me close and don't let go
Lets keep this going and let it grow
I have big imaginations like a baby
This is who I am; This is who I will be
And I can keep talking all night and day
Just to say things about myself and Hoang

"Some Ghetto Girls"

Some ghetto girls call me slut and hoe
They only say but they don't know
It doesn't hurt me one little bit
Because only I got the magic clit
Only I will be open and real
And show them girls exactly how I feel
Don't point and talk your shit
Cause I'll hunt you down like a little bitch
These girls get jealous cause their man stares
Its not my fault you wear dirty underwears
These girls lie about who they are inside
Because they know whats on a guys mind
If lies continue and you say some more
He's gonna hit it and call you a whore
I am independent and strong
My mama taught me whats right from wrong
I'll be someone and then they'll see
That I'm so much more than just pussy
So do what you want, I don't give a fuck
Cause you's a hoe.. Thats such bad luck.

"I Am Me"

I am human, but you don't understand
That I will do it the best I can
I hate the fact that I'm overweight
Being fat is not that great
Finding clothes is always hard
when people say "Look at that LARD!"
Models in magazines make me jealous
They make it seem like I'm not precious
As if food is all I think about
Instead of staying fit or work out
Children say mean things to me
They call me pig and say I'm ugly
I try my best to stay strong and proud
I can't help it if I breathe real loud
People see me as a useless waste
Instead of a person or my beautiful face
I am nice so don't be scared
Please don't point and please don't stare
This is my life and how I live
I am one of God's precious gifts.

"My Demon"

One day it comes and one day it goes
One day its small and the next day it shows
Five layers of liquid on my face
It always pops out like its in a cave
I can not hide it anymore
I am too ashamed to walk out the door
Not one yard; Not even one feet
This has always made me weak
This has always been my lowest standards
When people look its all they remember
I try to love myself for how I look
But why do I have to hide behind books?
If thsi bugs me any longer
I can't be any more stronger
If you know a cure to this
There's so much fun that I've missed
Help me fight the demon right there
And save me from crying some tears
Help me out, Help this poor girl
So she can explore a whole new world.

..More To Come..

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