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| Blaze part three: THE PAST PRESENT AND NEAR FUTURE |
| WHATS THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN YOU IN 1999 AND YOU TODAY? WOW! THIS IS GONNA TAKE A MINUTE I THINK I'M MORE THE WAY I USED TO BE, RELAXED I'M NOT IN A HURRY TO DO ANYTHING NOW, WHERE AS BEFORE THE DAILY GRIND WAS UNRELENTING. PLUS I THINK I'M AT PEACE WITH WHO I AM AND WHAT IM ABOUT. I'VE DONE ALL THE REBELIOUS THINGS, THE DRUGS, THE BAD RELATIONSHIPS, THE LOUD AND HIDIOUS PARTY DUDE, THE LOUDER AND DEMANDING MAIN HEAD, THE HAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE, SAD ON THE INSIDE TYPE "T" THAT NOW IT'S ALL TIRED AND OLD HAT FOR ME. NOW I'M READY AND I'M VERY EXCITED TO BE MYSELF AND A PART OF A UNIT THAT IS MY HOME, FAMILY, AND MY PARTNER...LOVE YOU BABY. ALL IN ALL THERE IS NO URGENCY ITS A CALM LIFE. IT COMES FROM CRYING ALOT, OVER LOSES AND DISAPPOINMENTS, THEN FINALLY WAKING UP TO HAPPINESS. I'M HAPPY NOW! WOW ITS GOOD TO SAY AND EVEN BETTER TO MEAN! |
| WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST REGRET IN THE PARTY SCENE? MY BIGGEST REGRET HMMM. I DONT REGRET ANYTHING. ITS A RULE I LIVE BY. BUT FOR THE SAKE OF THIS INTERVIEW I'LL TRY TO ANSWER THIS QUESTION. MY ONE REGRET IS NOT BEING ABLE TO GET TO SAY GOODBYE TO MY CREW MEMBERS WHO PASSED ON. SURE WE TALKED, BUT I NEVER KNEW OR EXPECTED THEIR EARLY EXIT. IF I WOULD HAVE KNOWN THEN WHAT I KNOW NOW THEN I WOULD HAVE MENDED SOME OF THE THINGS I COULD HAVE BEFORE, BUT NOW JUST HAVE TO BURY LIKE WE DID THEM. |
| WHAT DOES THE FUTURE HOLD FOR YOU? LOVE, A CAREER , AND HAPPINESS. I DESERVE IT AND SHALL RELISH IN IT. I KNOW WE ALL DESERVE IT, AND HOPEFULLY WE WILL ALL HAVE LOVE IN OUR LIVES. IT'S MY TIME AND I'M LOVING IT. |
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| JACK AND BEST FRIEND KRISTAL IN SEPT. 1998 |
| JACK AND BEST FRIENDS TERESA AND JOE IN OCT. 1999 |
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| JACK AND BEST FRIEND SNOOPY IN MAY 2000 |
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| JACK IN JUNE 2001 |
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