| This section of the interview deals with some of the drawnbacks to being comsumed by the scene. |
| 7. Whats the worst part of being on top of the scene, as a crew head ? The worst part is not what the scene does to me, per say but how it makes others feel about me. For instance, there have been times that I'm riding high and then my close friends tell me things that deflate, it's a constant battle. Another way it changes friendships, Its like I am only a scene person, so thats all i can be and my viewpoint or my existance is not valued, because I'm a party person. Hey I'm Jack deal with it. I have opinions that reflect me not a whole scene. To further elaborate, when one of my close friends gets tired of, or burns out from, the scene I'm treated as the problem and not as a friend like I have to be quarantined or something. |
| 8. What was the worst memory as a crew head ? The worst memory and actually the worst things that I had too deal with in the scene was the very private acts of laying to rest a member of our circle. It's happened twice, with both Steve and Arko I felt like I was under a telescope and had to be strong for my peers and was not allowed to grief for the departed homies. It was sufficating and not something I would wish on anyone. |
| 9. What was the worst memory at a party ? The party was in November of 2000. It was shagadelic, it was Leo's b-day, and when it was all I had 4 stitches on my upper lip and was in an emergency room, nuff said. |
| 10. What was the worst mistake you made ? The worst mistake I made was allowing those who said they were friends leach off of me and not prosper during that time, instead heading downward towards my own self distruction. Feeling inadequite and unwanted by my own (Or so they pretended to be) that almost killed me. |
| 11. What is your pet peeve, what rumor pisses you off the most ? My age,just kidding (laughs)The worst thing I have heard is that I'm tacky egotistical tired, I guess tired is what gets me the most. I hate that word, tired tired tired, its a rather tired phrase... |
| 12. What about we play a game I tell you someone's name and you tell me the best and worst thing about them? Ok thats fun lets piss the world off, no pun intended. ok go before i change my mind. Traviezo best and worst his heart (best) and his mouth (worst) Ruff Ryders Their main head(laughs) no honestly the best looking and nicest people you'll meet once you get past the egos(worst) Puppet His drive to be a good promoter and party producer (best) and He's always busy (worst) Yoko his loyalty (best) and his tweeking (worst) sorry yoko you know I love you now cut that SHIT out. |
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