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1st September Friday: a.m. back to work with a nice sun tan! ehhe
p.m. ladies nite with some friends from Brazil..first we went to Rokna for wine and pizza *gnamy* afterwords we went to O'Connors than for a change to The Alley.Spent the rest of the nite there..big time..saw the ppl of #heartbreakhotel...nice crowd fun to be with.
Saw my male buddy...dunno how we ended kissing like a passionate couple oh!!!(Yo Sweety your kissing technique improved a lot since the last time) heheheh
Well we have to live for the day! And I never regret what I do.
Ah what a nite! I love to be single!!!
2nd September:a.m. work
p.m B.B.Q @ Reef Club with Doyda and other friends
afterwards Alleys
Slept @ doyda's place *come ai vecchi tempi*
3rd September woke up early? ehhe not really at 1.30pm! had lunch than we went to Pretty Bay .
In the eveing went to see Freddie portelli @ St.Julian afterwards went to The Alley..saw the vanishing man..sometimes I wish we were still together but anyway I have some great memories..nite ended with his friend..am I cruel ? Sorry dude..but it's all your fault, you ask for a second chance..well we can talk about that.....
Well not really...with Rubina you get what you give.
4th September: a.m. work
p.m. familly dinner @ Qawra.
5th September a.m. work
p.m.... oh I'm going out with the guy....to Mdina he said..heheh We'll see! oops time to prepare...
cya tomorrow
back home..nite went well...he's fun to be with..me like.
6th September:a.m.work
pm. went out with *him* to bugibba..Scandals... all went well.
7th September:a.m. Work till 2.30pm (as always)
pm. went out with Lynne and Doyda..patata nite! eheh went to Scandals and Alley met some new ppl.
8th September: Public Holiday
Woke up in the afternoon.....freakin fly I hate this weather..it reminds me of London, I could never live there.
A year ago I was in Italy.. missing Malta....mostly I missed *il-bidillu* and the sea...It was winter there.
Here I am today missing no-ONE, thinking where to go tonite and wondering what to wear...*my only worries*
Going out with this guy dunno how it all happened he said I have loads of positive energy * wink * ....met him through the vanishing guy *my ex sort of *
Been with him since last sunday..this weekend he's working probably I'll see him next Sunday.
I like my friendship with the vanishing guy...it's a bit complicated to explain but he's special for me....this does'nt mean I wanna get back with him..cause you know it will never be the same again.
AnYwAy,
I'll take it easy this time....promise!
Currently listening to :Could I have this kiss forever by Whitney Houston and Enrique Iglesias...sexy tune...
Plan for tonite: Doyda, Lynne and I - going to Gianpula.
Had loads of fun :-)
9th September: a.m. Work
afternoon: Shopping @ Sliema *bought some nice denim stuff*
Plan for tonite: No idea....yet!
*He* is working tonite..that means I can go out with my friends again
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15th September:A.m. Valletta with DoYda.Afternoon *nap* evening went to Punch and Judy,afterwards to Gianpula. Met my *bf* danced the nite away with DoYda and Lynne. Oh what a nite...PaTaTa NiTe!
16th September: a.m. WoRk. Pm. a relaxing evening....
17th September: Woke up in the afternoon forgot what I did* evening went out with my bf and Lynne... went to The Alley and Havana. **surprise he gave me a pressie**! a dolphin and a sea lion, how sweet of him eh! Peccato .................................
18th September:a.m . Work...afternoon played squash for the very first time. Great I like a lot...had a very patient *teacher*. Thanks MaSc.
p.m. Went to TeX MeX with my parents *mum's b'day*
19th September:a.m. work. afternoon shopping. p.m. spent some time on the phone with the vanishing guy. Decided that after all he's a nice dude...keep this friendship going.
20th September:a.m. Sick *no work* afternoon...nap.
p.m. Went to Punch and Judy with Lynne and DoYda than to Tattingers......Great nite......great Music and Oh what a Guy *.mr.*****.
Saw Troy.....isn't he the most adorable human being that I ever saw? Yep!
**Salt was in the AiR**
Back at home @ 5.45a.m.
21st September: Public Holiday * Hurray*
Woke up in a good mood, happy!!!!A change will do me good..need to quit seeing * my bf*. He's a nice chap....but he's not my type really...and I feel like seeing other ppl it ain't fair on him.... Going to the cinema tonite with him...dreading the after cinema moment... Thinking what to tell him:
Option A:Yo DuDe I need some space....better be friends
Option B: You are too good for me I don't deserve you
Option C: No Comment
I hate these situations, it's so freakin nice to have someone that respects you for what you are not for what you can be. And another thing- If I were to settle with someone it would be another story...I am not ready for a relationship......I am only 22 I want to LIVE life to the MAX. After my relationship with the vanishing Men I decided that no one will rule my life..I am my own's women nobody else's.
No more Kanen for me. two were more than enough!!!
Anyway tomorrow I'll be meeting a new friend from Dubai, he's coming over for the weekend. *looking forward*
Watched The Perfect Storm...nice. Afterwards went to Rawhide...tutto sommato had loads of fun :-)
22nd September: A.m. *no work today* Went shopping @ Sliema bought some nice stuff from River Island and Dorothy Perkins. Woke up in a very good mood after a great night out. *my bf* is fun to be around.....he was so cool *me like*...I changed my mind! Hopefully he's still around after ..............no comment ehehhe!
Anyway in the afternoon I had a funeral a colleague died...that's life...
Met my friend from Dubai.........he's so nice. Oh what a gentleman!
Feeling stressed out ............phew still dunno where to go tonite... My Man is not available...my friend is tired.......my Doyda has a Birthday party.....etc...... I'll go out anyway............
23rd September: Time:5.45a.m. Oh what a nite! Had loads of fun met 2 guys whom I met on IRC......nice I really enjoyed myself. Went to Roulette, Havana and The Alley and afterwards to the MIA.......for a coffee. Better If i stay awake.......or else addio work...
Time for some caffeine....
a.m. *work*, for a change I was late ...guess what I slept while i was reading The Times!
I was physically @ work but mentally asleep...phew thanks God my Boss was off! Afterwork went home stayed a bit online than..went to my friend Lynne *hairdresser* cut my hair *a bit*
dunno what happened afterwards..I forgot...but I do remember that I was dead tired and had no time to sleep.
I was online before I went out talked to the vanishing man which happens to be *my bf's* friend, he was angry with me because of my atitude towards his friend, but hell with him it's my life and I do what I want.
In the evening I had to meet my friend from Dubai...we decided to bring our friends along...tutto sommato I had fun. Went to Alleys and Havana.
Back home early morning stayed a bit online chatted with my Dj friend.
24th September: a.m. asleep
woke up at 5.30p.m. phew I feel good now!
Had a wake up call ny my so called bf.......asked to see me to sort things out blamed my mood said i was in a bad mood *had other plans for the evening actually*
Met my friend Lynne went to Corinthia San Gorg, drank some Pinot de Pinot.......went to Roulette to meet my Boss...than to Alleys and Havana where I met my new friend *TIKO*, he's a nice chap fun to be around :-)
Home at 3.00a.m.
25th September: a.m. Work .....busy day.
Back home stayed in...early Night.
Highlight of the day: Received an email from this guy Kevin from Sliema*he calls himself* he says he saw me last friday at Roulette he told me what I was wearing and he's right ..dead curious .
Who is he? The thing is there was this cute guy There..how I wish it was him!
26th September:a.m. Work
Met an online chatter.....*seems like we kind of new eachother since childhood* If I remember correctly I had a cotta for this guy...not sure. Strange things happen in my life that's for sure.!!
Afternoon, updating diary..plans for later on some shopping with mummy...and if the Man calls I'll go out with him.
We'll see
Here I am @ 2.00a.m updating my diary!
Well the man did call and we agreed to meet @ Mdina.
finally met online Kevinthe guy from Sliema...strange eh..he saw my last Friday......than he saw me online...and click! a new friend! Welcome aboard!
Anyway..my serata was ok kind of.....heard loads of things like....some ppl criticized the way i write in my diary..but hell with them I do what I want and I write what I want.
I MATTER I COUNT,my opinion has WORTH. I don't have to
sit and be talked over or pushed aside or just be so -and -so's girlfriend. I'm me and I can take a stand for My rights.
I'm proud to be myself..I have nothing to hide, nothing to loose!!!
I will never change for anything and for no One.
27th September:a.m. Work
After work went to Marsovin for wine tasting..with my newly found *friend* had loads of fun..and drank some lovely Wine. Thanks DuDe :-)
YoGa Lesson.....ah what a buzz..I slept during the lesson I was so relaxed ...it's nice to be a Yogist.
In the evening went to the channel meeting of #heartbreakhotel @ Marley's...met some new irc users and had fun chatting with ppl I already knew. Afterwards went to Roulette..met my boss hihi he's cool even though he's a bit old ihihhi *Sowwy Joe*.
28th September:a.m. Work
Afternoon AeroBics *shake that booty baby* Status: Feel GoOd*
Evening : surprise visit @ home, cool.
Night time: Went to MIA *for a coffee* Met a friend whom I met through IrC. Afterwards met *the guy* blush.
Slept in a very good MoOd.
29th: a.m. Work..busy day at the office.
Afternoon shopping @ Sliema, than played squash with my friend MaSc.*patience is his second nick*!
Evening went out with Doyda,met another friend on the way...our crazy pal!!Damn it she is...we where at Roulette..all of a sudden the electricty went off..I looked around and saw that our crazy pal was playing with the Salvavita!...seems like they were playing a song which she does'nt like....it explains it all..Us 3 girls can be quite dangerous togther..Men BeWaRe!
Afterwards went to Lady Godiva, Alleys and Havana.....drank loads and loads..Vodka with bitter lemon and Brain Damage..i love this shooter!
Met my *ex*, *BrIvIdO FeLiNo*
Fogot my mobile in his car.
30thSeptember: a.m. WoRk. Gosh I feel like a Zombie this morning after I slept only two hours.
Fought with The Crazy girl online. Shit Happens. It's easy to talk about other's people fault's but it's a pity we don't realise our mistakes eh!
Feeling NaKed without my mobile.
Evening stayed in..slept all afternoon and nite....
Ah afterall this was a great month for me.
It's freakin nice to be a women I love it....
