| Growing Up |
| At Age 7-8 ; I went and got my mothers bra, panties, gurtle went to the bathroom and was tring them on mom came and knocked on the door, I qickly hid the garmets under some news papers in the bathroom..Mom I know lifted them up and saw them, but she never said a word to me.. I put them back saying I will never do that again.. |
| AGE 11-12; Mom, DAD, my Sisters and Brother would sometimes go up north and leave me home alone!! FUN FUN FUN.. I was so happy to stay home... A sad but real fun memory is when they all left and I was going to be home alone for the weekend.. Dad had a paper route that I delivered for..When I wasn't out delivering I was home dressed..In a dress..One of my sisters was about my age so I would wear her stuff and some of my moms. I played with Make up, curled my hair, stepped out side and quickly came back in..Climbed on the outside edge to sit and feel the cool breeze up my dress..I worked for my great aunt and uncle and when I was alone at the shop I would bye my panty hose pay for them and hide them outside until time for me to leave at nite. Sometimes at home I would go up stairs lock my door, get DRESSED in some clothes that I hid in my room..sit up all nite in my room.. Once I cleaned my room so good that it surprised my mom and dad. |
| AGE 11 .. I think? Once I was dressed I know that I locked my bedroom door, but either my sister or brother seen that I had panty hose on..cause I feel to sleep with my clothes on..and my feet was out of the covers. Which ever one it was went and told my DAD... and he sat down and said, " Son if you want to wear panty hose to stay warm..we will find you some knee stockings...", that's all that was said... |
| Age 21-22; I tried dressing up with my EX WIFE once, but she wouldn't have it. I didn't even really get the chance to sit down before she said FUNNY - cute, now go take it off before someone sees you..DAAAAA..I wanted to tell her then but after she made fun of me..I couldn't bring my self to tell her..I asked her what she thought she said.. " It wasn't for her " she said she was affraid the kids would see it, knowone was home but her & I !!! |
| 1999-2000 I will never forget when my now NEW wife wanted me to dress up for her for the first time,..we had only been married a short time.. She didn't know that I liked to dress up, but hadn't in a long while..I didn't tell her then either..but I was so shocked when she wanted to dress me up..We even bought new clothes for me- She bought them from WALMART, a blouse, skirt, panty hose, panties, bra, slip, shoes.. she even set me down and done my nails..sat in the restroom and showed me how to correctly shave my legs..We had came up to visit my mom and stayed at a motel .. that was nice!! I got to come out with approval for the first time... |
| AGE 10 I was at the farm, we lived out in the country and I swiped my sisters pretty ruffeled dress..went to the back of the field where the hay was at..it was placed sorta like a fort..Protected out of site..I danced my way threw the weeds, woods and the field before I had to take them off and go back to the house..DAD would have flattened me!! |
| AGE 8 -9 I stayed with my grandma and it was a RAINY DAY> she said that I could go up stairs and play.. that old dresses, jewelery, all kinds of stuff was up there and I could play with what ever I wanted.... |
| 2000 My first TRUE WALK..in PUBLIC..was with my new wife in her home town..late cool night..We got ready to leave out of the door..and I FROZE! She gave me a shove and said get out there come on now..I was thrilled and terrified at the same time!! We walked down the street about three blocks ended up on the other side of square, out in the grass behind our apartment complex, went up off of side street off of main drag and sat..HER STEP MOM SEEN US!! WWWWOOWWWW but didn't reconize me, she asked my wife who I was? !We sat on park bench and a couple of GUYS kept going around the block in a BLUE TRUCK... Close on!! Then we went home.... |
| 1999 I thought CHURCH would take care of the " WANTING to DRESS " but it didn't ... in some ways it made it worse ......I thought marring this angel that really had a GLOW to her when I drove around the square TWICE to make sure that I wasn't seeing things...and the THIRD time she was gone..WOULD take away the need the want to needing to DRESS !! But, She Couldn't......However she tried and I tried to.... but it didn't or doesn't go away... |
| 2004 My wife telling me to wear panties...not my mens underware...WOW !! what a thrill ..She grabbed a pair out of my hand the other day and put them right in the trash!! we have just moved into our own home and she checks and makes sure I have PANTIES on at work .. I'm not sure of the reason ... she has put the underware in one dresser now.. COMBINED !! told me I could just pick a pair and go...I quess now that means we have to go shopping!! HUMMMM.. Oh NO!! HELP!! I know what shes gonna DO NOW!! .....it does make it easy that we wear the same size..ABOUT. however she says I'm more SLEEZZZYYYY than her!! |
| When I was younger it felt great-When I was young I had to worry about my FAMily....Dad Flattening me.. Now I have to worry about telling my family and the rejection from them..Neighbors.. people in general what they think.. When I was married the other times both wifes was 1 laughed at me..which caused depression very bad.. with my first wife I tried telling her however she wasn't having it.. Sneeking to dress is so hard..Now I have a wife that expects it at times, actually looks forward to it. The bitterness that I had for years isn't there anymore. My new wife the 3rd time is a charm!! Now I can look forward to outings even tho they are sometimes scarryIt hasn't been easy getting to this point.. We have almost been divorced, been in some what would be knock down drag outs.. YELLING , Fighting, Cussing .. Her leaving for 3 months once, Leaving other times for a couple of weeks. My hair is all shaved off.. my chest, under arms, legs..my hair on my head is kept short so to hide under the wig. Both EARS are PIERCED..( by my WIFE ) My toe nails are ALWAYS PAinted now!! Even when I have to be ( THE MAN ) .. |
| 2003 We went out to eat at a Town 30 miles away..which my sneeky wife decided to drive to..We went out to EAT at Mc Donalds-DRIVE threw service..but I was fully dressed..Stopped at the gas station so my wife could go to the restroom..we switched drivers.. the first time I drove with HEELS ON!! - another thing men don't or can't understand..be a lady and drive a mini van with heels on. IN a SHORT SKIRT!! without showing the rear when getting out of the van. |
| 2002-2003 We Drove to the GAS station on the main strip here in town, my wife left me in the car while she went in to get cigs, when she came out she seen this guy actually three guys looking at me...And Whiseling at me..NOT at her..She was PRETTY TIFFED!! on guy next door that night when we came home wanted to know who that GOOD LOOKING blond was that at the house. that /he thought HE KNEW HER!!! ... YEA..Right my wife hikes her leg with me as a man.. let lone with me as a woman!! I think she was sorta niffed... |
| The Fun of having a Bi Sexual WIFE!! Coming SOON!! She says it's FUN.. Thinks I need KISSED for real someday from a MAN.. I opened a BIG can of WORMS..and it doesn't look like it's closing anytime soon!! |
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