Begining Of Time

I Tried

I tried for years to over come this fear in my heart
I tried for years to make these tears depart
I tried for years to change my feelings around
I tried for years but now my feelings are confound
I tried for years to see the reality
I tried for years to regain my sanity
I tried for years to make the pain stop
I tried for years to make my body drop
I tried for years to reach heaven's gate
I tried for years to find a better way
I know now what I must do
I know now what I must try
I pick the knife up and think of you
I push the knife to my arteries and resurface my silent suicide

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