Recovering The Satellites
From "Recovering The Satellites"

Gonna get back to basics
Guess I'll start it up again
I'm falling from the ceiling
You're falling from the sky now and then

Maybe you were shot down in pieces
Maybe I slipped in between
But we were gonna be the wildest-
The wildest- the wildest people
They ever hoped to see
Yeah you and me

So why'd you come home
To this faithless town?
It's a lifetime committment
To recovering the satellites
All anybody really wants to know is:
When are you gonna come down?
When you gonna come down?

Your mother recognizes
All your desperate displays
And she watches as her babies
Drift violently away
To see themselves in telescopes
Hey listen, do you see yourself in me?
We're such crazy babies, little monkey
Yeah we're so fucked up, you and me

So why'd you come home
To this faithless town
Where we make a lifetime committment
To recovering the satellites
And all anyone really wants to know is:
When are you gonna come down, down, Down, down, down, down
When you gonna come down?

She sees shooting stars and comet tails
She's got heaven in her eyes
She says, "I don't, I don't, I don't need to be an angel but I'm nothing-I'm nothing
If I'm not this high

We only stay in orbit
For a moment of time
You're everybody's satellite
I wish that you were mine
And I wish that you were mine

So why'd you come home
To this angel's town?
It's a lifetime's decision-
Recovering the satellites
And all anybody really knows for sure
Is that you're gonna come down
    This song to me is about this guy and girl.  She's come back from her latest attempt at finding herself and failing miserably.  I think they have a past, although it's unclear to me in the song.  But he wants her to stay- desperately.  He wants her need to get out of that place and find another life to disappear.  And he wants her to set her sights on him.
     However they both know that's not going to happen.  So he wants to know: "Why'd you come home?"  Was it just to torture me?  Was the only reason you came home to parade yourself around me and remind me of what I can't have?  What happened to the plans we had- yeah you and me?
     So she leaves and he knows it's only a matter of time before she comes back again to find out where she went wrong- to recover.
     I identify with this song in that I've put myself in positions to be tortured by what I can't have in the past.  Wanting what I know I can't have, putting my soul through the wringer.  Whether it was the love I lamented for four years or one of my best friends who I knew would never leave her dysfunctional relationship, I have believed when I shouldn't have and held on when the smart thing was to let go.  And in doing that have brought more hurt upon myself than anyone could ever lay on me.
     But the character in the song keeps believing- "all anyone really knows is that you're gonna come down"- meaning that she'll come back again, and he'll be there to pick up the pieces, put her back together, and watch her disappear into the air again.
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