Part Fifteen by Ashley Z and Rinny
Pacey walked out of the bedroom he and Joey had been sharing. She had been gone
all day and he was starting to wonder what she was doing. She had a few errands
for Bessie to run, but it shouldn't have taken all day. He found Bessie standing
in the kitchen and realized that she knew where Joey was. "Where is my
wife?"
Bessie smiled as she made a pitcher of kool-aid for Alexander,
"Why, whatever do you mean, Pacey?"
He smiled, "Nice try. She's been gone
all day, doing errands for you. Now, going to the grocery store and buying light
bulbs shouldn't take all day. So where is she? What is she up to?"
She
shook her head, "You should pay closer attention, she only said she was going to
run some errands for
me. It just so happens, she had a few of her own to do."
"What is she
doing? Tell me."
"Impatient, much?" Bessie
chuckled.
"Yes."
"Go watch the football game or something. She'll
come back when she's good and ready." She poured water into the plastic
container and shook it up.
"Tell me or I will throw you over my shoulder
and spin you until you puke. I'll do it too. You know I will."
She tilted
her head thoughtfully, "You've seen Joey's wrath, been the victim of it more
times than anyone, do I look stupid to you?"
"Do I look like I'm
kidding?"
"Given the choice of puking and facing my sister's fury...I'd
rather puke." She brushed him away as she pulled ice cubes from the
freezer.
He groaned, "You Potter women drive me insane!"
Smiling
sweetly, Bessie pointed out the window as Joey pulled up in the truck, "She's a
Witter now."
Pacey opened the door, "Where have you been?"
"Nice
to see you too, sweetheart." She brushed a faint kiss over his
lips.
"Didn't answer my question. Nice to see you too. But where have you
been?"
"Out," she breezed past him and into the kitchen. Smiling at her
sister, she put groceries on the counter.
He looked at Bessie, then
turned to Joey. He threw her over one of his shoulders and took her back into
the bedroom. The whole time she screamed her protests. He set her down on the
floor, "Where have you been?"
She gazed up at him dubiously, "Did you
really just carry me over your shoulder like--like some over testosteroned
muscle man?"
"Yes. Answer my question now."
She arched an eyebrow,
"Don't use that tone with me."
"I'm not using any tone. I would just like
an answer. I had to stay in this house by myself. Not fun. Especially not on my
honeymoon."
"You had other plans for your honeymoon?" She asked
innocently.
"Don't start. What's the big secret?"
"You know, you
pulled how many surprises on me since we got engaged? The engagement ring, the
wedding ring, the honeymoon, the limo, the flowers, the gift certificate..." she
ticked each off on her fingers as she spoke. "I think I'm allowed to surprise
you just once."
He rolled his eyes, "Okay. So when I do I get the
surprise or are you going to hold off on giving it to me? I just want to know my
time frame here."
"If you hadn't thrown me over your shoulder, you could
have had it by now."
He threw his hands up in the air and flopped back on
the bed. He stared at the ceiling, "Okay. Sorry about throwing you over my
shoulder."
Smiling with amusement she crawled over the bed, and straddled
him. "I kinda liked it."
He smirked, "You would. So, you going to give me
my surprise or are we going to get very sidetracked?"
She gave him a
teasing kiss, and then hopped off the bed. "Give me five minutes, and then we'll
leave."
"Leave? I was very comfortable right here."
"Okay, you can
stay here, and I'll leave." She smiled over her shoulder as she left their room.
He quickly scrambled to get off the bed and follow her out the
door.
"Bessie," Joey sighed as she felt Pacey come up behind her in the
kitchen. "He's a little impatient, do you think you could get everything ready
while we go outside?"
"Ready? What's she getting ready? And why are we
going outside?"
"You do realize you sound like a two-year-old, right?"
She arched an eyebrow at him as she handed him a jacket and pulled hers
on.
"Yup. But why are we going outside?"
"Pacey," she turned and
wrapped her arms around his neck, pressing herself against him, knowing that
Bessie was watching. "If you ask one more question, I'll be forced to hurt you.
And not in the good way."
He smiled, "Mmmm...remember my motto, Jo.
Sticks and stones may break my bones, but whips and chains excite
me."
"I'll try and keep that in mind." She pulled away from him, and took
his hand. "Let's go."
He pulled his jacket on and followed her outside,
"Okay."
She led him around the house to the front yard and stopped
beneath one of the old trees. "This is stop number one."
"It's a
tree."
"Yes," she smiled, "But it's what's in the tree." She pointed up
to very top where an old, weathered bird house sat perched on a branch.
"Remember when we were eight, and you dared me to climb all the way to the top
and hang it?"
He looked at her confused, then up at the bird house, "And
you got scared halfway up, and...I had to climb and put it up
there."
"Yep," She smiled softly, gazing up at the bird house. "And when
you got back down, I was so happy you didn't get hurt that I gave you your first
kiss."
He smiled, "Oh yeah. You made a man out of me, Potter."
She
rolled her eyes, but her cheeks were flushed. "Come on," she led him out to the
dock and sat down on the edge.
He followed her example and took a seat
next to her, "Okay, now what?"
"This is where we first became friends of
our own volition." She made a face, "When I was heartbroken over
Dawson."
He nodded, "And I was heartbroken over Andie. I seem to remember
you telling me you were upset enough as it was and to not tell you we might
become friends. You were mean."
"I was all angsty," she glanced over at
him, "Forgive me?"
He smiled, "Forgiven."
"Good. Glad I got that
off my conscience." She stood up and held out her hand for him. "Moving
on..."
He sighed, "Are we going to walk all over
Capeside?"
"Nope." She shook her head with a smile, "We'll drive some of
it."
He groaned, "Okay. I'm yours to command."
She sighed, hoping
he'd be a little more enthusiastic. Maybe he didn't get it yet. "Back in the
house now."
He followed her up the steps and looked back at the tree,
then the dock. He stopped walking, then looked at her, "Potter...are you trying
to show me that I have good memories here?"
"No," she shook her head,
preceding him into the house. "That'd be silly."
He bit the inside of his
mouth, then smiled, "Whatever you say, Potter."
Taking his hand, she
pulled him into one of the empty guest rooms. She pointed to the tall dresser
against one of the walls, "Use your brute strength and move that
aside."
He sighed and did as he was told, "This is my surprise and I end
up doing manual labor."
"Okay, that's good." She pointed to an odd
splotch of green on the wall.
"What is that?"
"You tell
me."
He smiled, "The paint fight. And you started it."
She
narrowed her eyes, "I most certainly did not. You were the one to flick the
first drop."
"Uh...who threw the first insult? You. So clearly, you
started it."
"Let's not start this." She took his hand and met Bessie in
the kitchen, she took the outstretched backpack from her. "Thanks, Bess. We'll
be back in a few hours."
"Hours? We'll be gone for
hours?"
"There's somewhere else you'd rather be?"
"No. Just
asking."
"What did I tell you about questions?" She led him by the ear
back outside toward the trusted family truck.
"Ow ow ow ow ow...Damn! I'm
not going."
She released him abruptly. "Fine. Whatever." She moved around
to the driver's side of the car and opened the door. "I'll see you later
then."
He climbed into the truck, "No more pulling my ear. You are not a
nun and I'm not some Catholic school boy."
"I warned you."
He
folded his arms over his chest, "Why did I marry you again? Refresh my
memory."
"Because you have a superhero complex."
"Along with that
complex, I'm completely crazy."
"I don't know why I'm even bothering,
Pacey." She gestured around them. "Do you know the significance of this
truck?"
"I taught you to drive in this truck. Scratch that. I taught you
to drive stick in this truck."
She started the car and put it into gear.
"That was an important memory for me, maybe not for you."
"Well,
considering I had gone to your house that morning to tell you I loved you...and
then chickened out. I had to do something."
She slammed on the breaks,
her eyes wide as she looked over at him. "You what?"
He jerked in his
seat, then looked at her with wide eyes, "I think I have whiplash."
"I'll
give you a massage," she dismissed him with a wave. "What did you
say?"
"I never told you that?" She shook her head, and he continued,
"Well, initially when I had gone to your house that morning. I went for two
reasons. One to apologize for being the ass that I am. And two, to tell you that
I was in love with you."
"I...Why didn't you?"
"Chicken." He shook
his head, "You were looking at me...and I knew all you saw was a friend. If I
had told you I loved you, then and there, what do you think you would have said
or done?"
"I...I don't know." Her brow furrowed, "But...but it probably
wouldn't have been the reaction you thought it would be."
"Oh? So you
wouldn�t have slapped me and pushed me off your porch?"
She laughed, "No.
If you'd tried to kiss me I probably would have done that."
He sighed,
"But my point was...you wouldn't have said it back to me. I would have left, my
heart in my hand."
"You're right, I wouldn't have said it back." She
started the car again and continued to drive. "But, that doesn't mean I wouldn't
have eventually."
"You did eventually."
"Not soon enough," she
murmured quietly to herself.
He looked at her out of the corner of his
eye, "So where are we headed now?"
"Was I this obnoxious when you were
trying to surprise me?" She wondered, a tiny smile playing with her
lips.
"Yes. But, I could distract you."
She arched an eyebrow at
him, "Was that a hint?"
"Yes," he said offering her a smile. "Was it too
subtle?"
"No, not at all," she chuckled reaching across the seat for his
hand.
He looked down at their hands, "Good, I would hate to think that my
hints were too...encased for you," he said with a smile.
"Pacey, you've
always sucked at subtly." She reminded him, reluctantly drawing her hand away to
shift gears.
He leaned his head back against the headrest, "Yeah, I know.
You do too, just so you know. Where are we going?" he said grinning at
her.
Rolling her eyes, she shifted down as they came to a stop light,
"It's really hard to distract you when I can't use my hands."
He smiled,
"Well, you should tell me where we're going, then I can drive and then you can
distract me."
"But then you'd know where we're going, thus ruining the
surprise." She said pragmatically.
He sighed, "I hate when you're
practical. At least tell me how much longer."
Tossing a grin over at him,
she pulled into the Capeside High School parking lot. "We're here."
He
looked at the building in front of them, "Why, in God's name, did you bring me
back to this hell hole?"
"I have my reasons." She shifted into neutral
and unbuckled her seat belt. "Classes ended two hours ago, so the place should
be pretty much abandoned."
He unbuckled his seat belt also, "You know, I
swore when I finally graduated I would never come back here."
"I don't
care what you say," she smiled over at him as they got out of the car. "You
can't tell me that in four years, you didn't have at least a few happy moments
in those hallowed halls."
He looked up at the sky as they walked towards
the building, "Let's see...umm...Nope, not really."
"Well, I know of at
least one."
"Then lead the way," he said with a smirk.
She waltzed
through the main doors and started down the hall. "God, it even smells the
same."
"That's because nothing in Capeside ever changes."
"Too
true," she headed for the auditorium, a soft swing to her hips.
He
followed her and sighed, "Okay, wait up," he said jogging slowly to catch up to
her.
She paused at the door, and held it open for him, "After
you?"
He walked inside and then looked back at her, "Okay, why are we in
here?"
"Must I jog your memory every time?" She complained with a smile.
"Does Barefoot in the Park ring any bells?"
He sighed, "Oh God. You think
that was a good memory? I spent most of the night thinking of you and college
guy. But you know..." he said looking at her, "it was kind of fun. Being someone
else for a night."
"I should have been there opening night," Joey sighed,
staring unseeing at the stage. "But I was told you were just as amazing as in
the other three shows I saw."
He nodded and stared at the stage, "I was
damn good, if I do say so myself."
"You were fantastic." Joey smiled,
picturing him up there on the stage, fake sideburns and all. "I wish you could
have seen yourself from my point of view. I was so proud of you."
He
smiled and looked over at her, "You know, it was partially due to your help. You
helped me learn those lines. Even though you refused to practice the kissing,"
he said poking her lightly in the side.
"I was terrified of kissing you,"
She poked him back.
"Why? Was I that bad?"
"No. It wasn't that."
She shifted her weight uncomfortably, thinking back on that time in her life. "I
was scared that I'd like it. Does that make any sense?"
"Uh, I
guess."
"We'd become real friends, and I was starting to see you in a
different light. After we did those scenes where we were supposed to kiss...I'd
wonder what it would be like. I think some part of me knew that it would
be...mind blowing. And that terrified me. So I stopped letting myself consider
it."
He smiled, "I never knew you felt that way."
She gave him a
shy half smile, "Yeah, well, I barely let myself think it, let alone put it into
words. Besides, there was AJ to consider."
"Ah yes. College boy. Excuse
me while I puke."
"You were so jealous." She grinned over at him, taking
his hand as they left the auditorium. "I don't know how I ever missed
that."
"No kidding. I mean, it was obvious to just about everyone except
Dawson and you."
"Well, Dawson is Dawson, so he has an excuse." She shook
her head with a rueful smile. "I was just stupid."
"No argument from
me."
She smacked his chest lightly, "No need to rub it in. Have I ever
apologized for that spring?"
He was quiet for a minute, "Jo, you really
don't need to apologize. You were in a tough spot. I mean, Dawson said choose.
I'm just glad that when the choice was made I was the one you came to." He was
quiet again, "And just so you know, you haven't apologized," he said with a
small smile.
"Well, I am sorry." She smiled softly at him as the stepped
outside. She breathed in the fresh air, "Maybe we should stop rehashing our
past. It's sorta depressing."
"Some of it was. Some stuff...like Key
West, that was fun."
"Ten years later and I still can't believe I just
hopped on that boat with you and sailed away."
"Neither can
I."
"Ready for our next stop?"
"Yeah. Let's go."
She held
out the keys to him, "I'll even let you drive."
"Really? You realize that
means you have to tell me where we're going right?"
"I know." She gave
him a secretive smile.
He climbed into the driver's side as Joey climbed
into the passenger's side, "Okay, where to?"
"20th and Vine. Specifically
where those condominiums were built our Senior year."
He looked over at
her, then drove to in the direction of the condos she'd mentioned. "Okay, I
remember a lot of things growing up here, but I don't remember the
condos."
"They were completed during the summer that you left." She
explained as he pulled up to the buildings. "Okay, go park over there," she
pointed to one of the parking spots. "It's close enough."
He still looked
confused as he pulled into a parking space, "Okay..."
She smiled sweetly
at him, "For once, this happy memory has nothing to do with me."
"Does it
have to do with me?"
"Yes, Pacey." She glanced around them, not bothering
to get out of the truck. "Roughly right in this spot was your and Dawson's
secret club house that I was never allowed to visit." She rolled her eyes, "Boys
only my ass."
He smiled, "Oh yeah." He looked over at her, "That wasn't
my rule. It was Dawson's."
"It didn't stop me." She smiled, "I used to
spy on you guys all the time. Who do you think told Missy Parker that you had a
crush on her in third grade?"
His mouth fell open as he looked at her
with wide eyes, "That was you!?"
She blinked at him innocently, "It might
have been."
"God...all this time I thought it was Dawson. Which is why I
told Abby he liked her. I guess I shouldn't have done that considering it wasn't
true."
She laughed, "See...adolescence wasn't all bad."
"So this
is your way of telling me that my memories of Capeside shouldn't all be bad. I
get that, Potter. I know they aren't all bad."
"Good," she smiled.
"Because both the good and the bad made you who you are. Capeside's in your
blood, Pace."
He sighed, "Is that what's going to cause my arteries to
clog up?"
"Nooo...that would be all the McDonald's you eat," She teased.
"I think we can cut our tour a little short, since you're willing to admit there
was plenty of good. One last stop before we go home."
"I still get to
drive right?"
"I suppose..." she sighed, and then grinned. "To the
marina, Jeeves."
He pulled out of the space and made his way to the
marina, "So, are we going on another boat ride?"
"Nope." She shook her
head with a small frown.
"Nope? Then why go to the Marina? You know what?
Nevermind. I'll find out in a few minutes anyway."
"Now you're
learning."
He pulled up to the marina and parked the truck, "Okay, now
what?"
"This is where traditionally, people get out of the car." She gave
him a soft smile and opened her door, and then pulled out the bag Bessie had
given her.
He shook his head as he climbed out of the car, "So...how long
have you been planning all of this? Since this morning?"
"Yeah," she
nodded and started down the sidewalk to where he had used to keep True Love
docked. "It's not much," she shrugged a shoulder helplessly as they walked,
"Considering everything you've given me, but I tried."
He wrapped an arm
around her as they walked down the dock, "You did an incredible job." He kissed
the side of her head, "Thank you."
She shook her head, "I drove you
around, it's hardly anything."
"It's something. You tried to make me see
that Capeside is a part of me whether I like it or not. Point proven. Not only
that, you took me to several of the landmarks in our relationship. So, it was
fun," he said with a smile.
"I also skipped a few," she smiled softly.
"There were at least another dozen or so spots I had in mind. Not all pertained
to us." She followed him down onto the dock, glad that there wasn't another boat
moored in True Love's spot.
"Yeah...God I miss her. How about
you?"
"She was always more your boat than mine." She pulled a small
blanket out from the bag and laid it on the dock before sinking to her knees on
it.
He looked down at her, "Well...yeah. But you spent three months on
that boat too. I mean, don't you care a little that she sank?"
She
blushed, "I cared a lot, Pace. So much that the next day, I went scouring the
beaches looking for some of the wreckage..."
He sighed and sank down
beside her, "Did you find...anything?"
"Promise you wont be
mad?"
"Why? What did you do?"
She reached into the bag and pulled
out the plaque that they'd gone to such trouble to get, battered and worn from
the storm and the years that followed. She handed it to him, "I don't know what
made me keep it all those years ago...maybe some part of me saw the sinking of
the boat as a bad omen for our relationship...I don't know."
He took a
deep breath as he stared at the plaque in his hands, True Love still having the
same effect that it always did. He looked up at her, "You never...you kept this
and...you knew how much it hurt for me to lose that boat? Why--why didn't you
ever tell me you had it, Jo?"
"I don't really have a reason, Pace. Not
ones that makes any sense."
He shook his head and looked at it again,
"Was--was this attached...or..."
"There were a few small pieces washed up
nearby, nothing recognizable. I'm sorry." She looked down at her hands, "I know
I shouldn't have kept it without telling you. I just...I almost lost you that
night. And it felt like you'd rather have gone down with True Love than come
back to me." She gave a watery laugh, "I know it was irrational, but I think
part of me was jealous of how much you loved her."
He looked up at Joey
and sighed, "That...True Love was my pride and joy. I built her up from my bare
hands, Jo. When I felt like nothing else in the world would ever be there for me
to go to...I had her. When I thought I had no chance with you...that boat was my
escape from all the pain..." He took a shaky breath, "But believe me when I say
that I loved you more than I loved that boat. I was just...so hurt and outraged
that something I had made and trusted could leave me. It was never about loving
the boat more than you. It was about losing a part of me.
"When she sank,
I lost a piece of me, Joey. A piece I can never get back. All my anger,
frustration, confusion, and heartache went into that boat. My heart went into
restoring it and making a dream of mine come true. It...it killed me to lose
that boat, but not nearly as much as it did to lose you."
She felt tears
sting her eyes, "I'm giving you back a piece of True Love, Pacey. It's a little
battered and a little worn, but that doesn't mean that it's lost any of it's
meaning." She swallowed with a dull laugh, "As far as wedding presents go, it's
pretty cheap..."
"You're giving this to me?"
"That's what I drove
all the way back to Boston to get," she smiled faintly at him.
"That's
where you've been? You drove back to Boston?"
"Yeah," she nodded. "I
almost didn't make it back. That truck is a hazard on the freeway."
He
smiled slightly, "So you basically risked life and limb to go get this? I think
I owe you big time. I can't believe you've had it all this time."
"My
life was hardly hanging in the balance," She rolled her eyes. "I should have
given it to you sooner, the time just never seemed right."
"I can see how
you would say that." He stared at the plaque, "I still can't believe
it."
"I'm sorry, Pace."
He nodded, "I know."
She leaned
forward and started pulling food out of the bag. "We're dwelling on the past too
much. You hungry?"
"Yeah. I kept waiting for you to come back so we could
get something to eat. But since you were in Boston...it's understandable why you
weren't here."
"You actually waited for me before you ate?" She shook her
head with a teasing smile. "Why, Pacey, I do believe you love me."
He
raised an eyebrow, "What gives you that idea? Cause I didn't eat until you got
home?"
"Yep." She nodded, "I've never known you to deny your
appetites."
He smirked, "You got me. Because I didn't make myself a
sandwich I am hopelessly in love with you."
She winked at him, "I knew
it."
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