So January 1st has finally arrived... I really dunno if this is such a good thing, or not! I'm glad that its here, but then again, it symbolizes just how much has gone by in the past 4 months, and tahts quite the scary vision. I had work this morning at 8 o'clock and my friend Jeremy stayed over last night... playing Nintendo Gamecube until around 2am with a game called Metroid Prime, so I had about 4 hours of sleep before working a 5 hour shift at Stupidstore. I probably should've went to sleep, but I was busy talking to someone and plus, my friends were kind of sitting on my bed! Tonight, was of course, 'the big night', New Years Eve and I decide to stay up late to 'welcome' the New Year, Y2K3! Still, a scary thought...
University applications are gonna be accepted soon... wow, thats just peachy for me! Typically, I have no clue where I'm going, what I want for a career, who with if anyone, or what I'd like to study and enjoy or make into a career! So basically, to sum things up for my educated life, I'm screwed!!! Tonight, we decided to light off some Roman Candles, 8 to be exact, but 3 of them, which I stupidly left outside, had wet wicks and they wouldn't light right off, but still, spectacular... especially while under the influence! I had a shot of fireball, a mixed southern comfort drink with 7-up, and a JD mickey and pepsi, so I didn't totally OVER do it, unless I shouldn't have drank at all. After about 5 minutes of not being able to light the candles, my friend gave me a lighter after the use of some matches, and then soon after gave me a propane torch to light them off!
I think all 'n all, my night would've been better if: a) my friends were drinking with me b) I had something exciting to do or c) I didn't drink and just chilled with everyone or d) I hadn't smashed by foot into a child gate by accident. So not only was a buzzing, but it hurts to step on my right foot, I busted up my baby toe! =( I must've bruised it or something...
As far as everything else goes, its alright, but could be better. I kinda found out that my mom hasn't quit smoking for a long time, and that she only quit for a little while, until she started working at her new job for the last few months. Apparently, her boss said unless people smoked, they shouldn't have need for a break, so my mom started smoking again... so thats not exactly in my best interest. Also, tonight my dad isn't sounding very well. Too much to drink I'm guessing, he finished off about 3/4 of a quart of tequila! Even though I've already brushed my teeth I can still taste the southern comfort in my mouth, even though it was one of my first drinks and it makes me feel sick to my stomach...
Earlier when I decided to check my msn tonight, I was surprised by a message from Katrina... oddly enouhg. I guess she's pissed off at her friend Vanessa cause apparently the local boy who she likes and just found out was local, likes Vanessa instead of her. Vanessa and Katrina are supposed to meet this guy, expecting Katrina to hook the two of them up or something. Now that spells d-r-a-m-a. Katrina said how much she wanted to drink, then said about how she finally knows why I drank... That pisses me off! While with her, she was always down my throat about me saying anything about drinking and now she was practically begging me to give her a drink! STUPID girls! Geeze, some of you, I swear to God! Ugh! Everything falls into place in my life when I finally give up on something/someone and don't give a shit anymore!! All she wanted was a drink and a friend she said... why can't she let me Rest in Pieces?? Dig me a grave and let me die or something, I can't understand this shit!
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