Today was a pretty good day for me, surprisingly. Before the dance tonight, I was incredibly hyper, but usually I've been really dragged out for some reason. I haven't felt like I have any energy to do anything! I dunno if its because of all the weather or just how I've been feeling mentally or if its because its been so boring lately, but I don't feel like I can do anything energetic lately. Tonight though, Brian, Ben and I were playing 'Foot Hockey' with a packing-tape roll and a hockey net, a bookbag and something else as goal posts. That night was pretty awkward though... I didn't really have any intentions of dancing with anyone, just because I was having a better time just goofing off and listening/singing to the lyrics of the songs, but I got asked to dance 3x by Alesha Stoddard... Figuring I shouldn't be rude, or a "party-pooper", I figured I might as well dance with her, its not gonna kill me. The second time dancing with her though, she asked me out... I don't need those rumors on my back, the extra stress would kill. So I apologized and declined. I don't want to go with her, I don't want to really go with anyone here really... The third time I danced with her though, she apologized for asking me, and I apologized again for turning her down. The dance after was pretty much to make sure she wasn't mad at me, I hate people angry with me... even though it was her who asked me out as it was. So far, everything in my life seems to be in order, I don't think I could be much happier really... it's great!
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January 17
Today though, hasn't been the greatest of days for me, I must say. Since the dance last night, I've been pretty tired. Waiting to go home after the dance, Brian suggested me and him should stay home tomorrow, so I took him up on it. Even though I had no real intentions of missing out on school... I went to bed way too late tonight anyways, so I just told Brian that I wasn't gonna bother go to school tomorrow, I needed time to finish up my Global History project anyways, so hopefully it doesn't affect me any?
I woke up normal bus time this morning, since Brian decided to come over in the morning, at 8:30ish. I would've went back to bed, actually, I shouldn't went back to bed, but Brian and I ended up watching "Fear Dot Com". Before that though, my mom also told me about an accident out in the ocean. Apparently 3 people were found dead after a fishing boat flipped over or something like that, I don't know the details, but 2 of 3 were I think locals, or at least one from Cape Island. But Fear Dot Com was a pretty freaky movie, even though it had a messed up ending for a horror movie.
I could so go for a massage right now... I dunno if its how I woke up this morning, or if it was how I was sitting watching all the movies between my computer and the living room tv, but my neck and lower back are killing me. I took some muscle relaxant, so hopefully that'll help me out before work starts later... or that will suck.
4 o'clock pm and I have to work again. It's so stupid really. It's like school! I love the money, I don't mind working once I get there, but I hate to go. It's exactly how I feel at school, except all I do is spend money, never earn any. I felt like I could've went to sleep while Brian was watching these movies, since I already seen the ones on my computer, I had no reason to stay awake except to change files. After about 10 minutes into an episode of this anime I watched, Street Fighter 2v, I looked over at Brian and he was asleep! So I just decided to type up some of an e-mail while he was unconcious, but it didn't last long.
After that, we had to get ready for work. Brian had work at 5 and I had work at 4. I guess it wasn't that bad, everything was going pretty good for me, except for my neck and back, but the medication started working, finally.
Work was going good. It wasn't very busy around supper time, but it was getting faster as the night progressed, then slowed back down. I seen someone I knew at work too... Amy. Everytime she goes by me, she feels like she has to punch me for some reason... so this time when I walked by her, I put up my finger and backed away from her so she wouldn't hit me, but instead, she threw a snowball at me! In the front of the store, she threw a snowball at me...she was just lucky that I couldn't find her for a little while, or she would've gotten the same thing. I still keep grudges though, she'll get whats coming to her. Later on too, I was signing my paper to show if I noticed any spills or anything, and I seen her out in the parking lot with a cart, and instead of putting it away, she left it in the middle of the parking lot... she knows I clean the corrals, but instead of me getting it, her mom's boyfriend told her to put it back, but instead, her mom put it back.