For me to bring back
All these painful memories
Of family that died
That was close to me
like my Uncle Tony
The smartest man
I've known all my life
Given the chance I'd take his place
I wouldn't think twice
He lived a hell of a life
And I came in at the end when all his friendships were crooked
And all he had was phony friends
What wouldn't I give
If I could relive
All those moments
When he tried to get close
Those words hit home like Baseball
Before I was tryna ball till I fall son
He was givin lectures about
knockin out the tall one
The house was always giving up some friction
Just because my Uncle Tony
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My aunt was always cursing his name
And my moms was no better
Cuz she used to do the same
He wasn't always the blame
But I ain't namin no names
He had a partner
Who was never there to
hear the complaints
Never mind all the shit
That he did for them
He kept the house running smooth
Nobody listened to him
It's funny
You never miss someone
Til' they gone
And you left in this world
All alone
Now my uncles gone from this world
Screwed over by a bitch ass nigga
over some money and a girl
Watching him lay there
On the ground
With medics on his chest
Bought a tear to my eye
And I'm still restless
I'm missing you Tony
Was it meant to be?
Go to school to a bitch of a teacher
Pissed off
Cuz the gunz can't reach her
Was it meant to be?
Goin home to try to chill
wit my brothers
But my aunt's raising hell
wit my mother
Was it meant to be?
Go to store to get some air
to breathe
But bitch niggas stay fuckin wit me
Was it meant to be?
I seen two heroes fade
Like stars in the sky
And everyday I wake up
Thinkin I'll die