the lord chose to give me this life
In my past life
did I trip and murder my wife?
Did I live trife?
Was murdered from the back
wit a knife?
Am I paying for it now
in this fucked up life?
Shit is crazy
Got visions of myself gettin popped
I see my body jump
As my killers fill it with shots
I see myself rot
While bitches shedding tears
On my box
And all my homies getting fucked up
Lettin' liqour drop
I never thought that I would
ever be a rapper
I never thought that
I would ever be a gun clapper
The world proved me wrong
That's a part of this song
Cuz muthafuckas in the hood
Ain't gon' never get along
It was yall choice
I can see the people rejoice
When another niggas death
On the news is exploited
Cuz in they eyes
we just a bunch of niggas
from the streets
Tryna prove to the world
We ain't sweet
Was it meant to be?
Go to school
to a bitch of a teacher
Pissed off
Cuz the gunz can't reach her
Was it meant to be?
Goin home
To try to chill wit my brother
But my aunt's raisin' hell
Wit my mother
Was it meant to be?
Go to store
Get some air to breathe
But bitch niggas
Stay fucking with me
Was it meant to be?
I seen two heroes fade
Like stars in the sky
And everyday I wake up
Thinkin I'll die
Was it meant to be?