Tony Teachey
By Richie Gunz
Then live in the fast lane
And don't give a fuck
I'm telling you dawg
It eases the pain
Cause when my Grandfather died
Shit drove me insane
Had me wandering school halls
Falling from grace
And you know I still remember his face
His voice
His laugh
The way he used to school my ass
And beat my ass
Tryna keep a young boy in order
And save me from this world
And its countless slaughters
I reminisce about the shit that I did
Getting his ice
Asking him questions
I loved him to death
And even though he had his faults
I couldn't see them
He was the wisest
Man, shit I wish I could be him
Or take his place
With him around
I always felt safe
And though we got a new chair
We never fuck up his place
Still remember how it all took place
The whole house was in a panic
Waitin for the ambulance
Just around the corner
How the fuck they take an hour to get there?
Man I was so damn scared
When they got there
They gave him heart massage on the floor
I gave him one last look
As they carried out the door
He was alright
But the hospital fucked up my day
Cuz after 12 o' clock
They let him die on his birthday
Was it meant to be?
Go to school to a bitch
of a teacher
Pissed off cuz the gunz
can't reach her
Was it meant to be?
Goin home just to chill
wit my brothers
But my aunt's raising hell
With my mother
Was it meant to be?
Go to store
to get some air to breathe
But bitch niggas
stay fuckin wit me
Was it meant to be?
I seen two heroes fade
like stars in the sky
And everyday I wake up
Thinking I'll die