As much as it hurts me to ruin such [the original manuscripts] a very crafty masterwork obviously done with meticuluos care, I've no other choice.

Nevertheless, I hope that my heartless move may in turn give you the humblest assistance I could afford as you continue to pursue your star in the realms of letters..

It pains me to see what a mess I've done and the more it does when I think of your effort which I've seemingly dumped, like a trash . . . .

Well . . . it's always like this [ x x x ] . . . the first time may always hit us hard, new ideas may give us pain, but we'll get it over. Rainbows always show only after the gloomy raindrops . . . . always be optimistic, . . . . and most of all, don't put all your trust in your ownself alone -- you are not alone, and you'll never be, as long as you keep believing -- HE cares.