JUNE 28, 2003     MUSIC: Thank You  by Sophia
My right eye was hit by a football today!! On Monday, I'm going to complain this incident to our principal!! I want the PIBG to build "fence" along the school field!!! Dame!! This is not the first time incident like this occurred!!! The previous time, that ball almost hit my friend! I'm not going to keep quiet anymore!! The pain was damn terrible!! Right now, I look more like a panda than Kares Ker!!
CURRENT MOOD: dizzy


JUNE 14, 2003           =-=outdated entry=-=
 Sherine ask me out to see a movie "How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days" last night. Actually, I don't want to watch any movie this weekend. I've a lot of assignments to be completed by this Sunday!! Anyhow, is my fault who suggested the movie idea. Xu-Yin and I were in Jusco at 1pm. We meet Sherine at the Mc Donald. An hour before the movie start, Andrew call us and tell us that he's not coming course he's very tired!! Well, ok.. never mind.. I tell Sherine about this and she is very mad course we have bought 4 tickets! Actually, not Sherine the only one who mad, Xu-Yin and I feel the same way too course a ex-friend of my lied to me and Xu Yin! I think is my fault to ask Andrew to come along.. I noticed he feel tired during Math tuition class today (Not today only -__- every time Math tuition he feels very tired!!!!) Sherine released her angers at Kares!! *sigh* Till today, Sherine didn't know who I hate and why I didn't want to talk to her. Sometimes, it seems that, no matter how good you are, fate just conspires against you to make sure that bad things happen. But, on the bright side, it's made me realize exactly what is the meaning of friendship between Sherine and I. All these years, I try my best not to argue with her and stay at her side course I really value our friendship that we've built since we in Form 2. Right now, I know what I want to do with the rest of my life...  
CURRENT MOOD: depressed


JUNE 13, 2003           =-=outdated entry=-=
I hate Thursday night. I have to spend a few hours of my precious time to do my Piano Theory and practice all the pieces! Then, I'll have to go to school the next day, listen to 3 Chemistry period,  trying to figure out stuff that I don't really get, taxing my brain power and going home with a headache. After school, I have to attend Computer Club, Buddhist Club, Volleyball Club & St. Michael Chinese Orchestra meeting. My piano lesson will start at 2.00pm and it will only last at 3.00pm. I reach home at 4pm. At 5pm ~ 7pm I go for "Pengajian Am" (General Knowledge) tuition class. I freak out. I totally freak out.... 
CURRENT MOOD: bitter


JUNE 27, 2003     MUSIC: I'm So Happy by L'Arc-en-Ciel
I hate labs! Today, we did our third Chemistry experiment! There are so many rules to follow!!!! When I'm in Form 5, I never pass up my Chemistry Book!!! Usually, my friend is the person who carry out the experiments. My duty is to clean the table, take and put back the equipments and give moral support only!! *Sigh* Now, I have to figure out how to do the experiment and solve all the questions!!! DAme!!! 
CURRENT MOOD: headache


JUNE 26, 2003     MUSIC: Finale by L'Arc-en-Ciel
 From today and onwards, I'm not going to talk to Simon Lai anymore! I hate Simon Lai for the rest of my life! Before the incident happen, I thought, you talk to our gang because we are friends! And right now, I know I'm wrong! From the first day you step into St. Michael, all you want is Xu-Yin!! You never wanted a normal friendship!! You want her to be your girl-friend that's why you join our gang!! Actually, I don't want to say this, since you started it.. ok never mind. Xu-Yin like 2 guys! Both of them have very good personality!! 
THIS ENTRY IS A SPECIAL ENTRY TO EXPRESS MY FEELING! I HATE THIS FELLOW FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE! ONE OF THE REASON WHY I ARGUE WITH WAN PENG ALSO CAUSE BY THIS FELLOW!! MY FRIEND HURT ME BECAUSE OF THIS FELLOW TOO!!   

CURRENT MOOD: mad like hell! 


JUNE 9, 2003     MUSIC: Girls And Boys by Good Charloote
 Second semester of school start today. I haven't go to school yet. Currently, is 7.am and I'm having stomach pain! Probably it cause by the chicken curry I've ate last night. *Sigh* when can I go to school ne? I have 3 Computer Periods & must pass up my computing assignment. 
I reach school at 11am. Guess what? My computing teacher when to hospital to have medical check up! >__< DAMN!! I ended up chatting with my friends for 3 periods! Conclusion, I shouldn't go to school today!

CURRENT MOOD: mad


JUNE 5, 2003
 Today, I went to Syuen Hotel with my younger sister. She's having her Grade 2 Practical test. While we waiting in the lounge, I asked her some questions regarding on scales. When it come to A Minor, she told me that she never learn this key before! For your information, my sister didn't sit for the Grade 1 Practical test. I think the A minor maybe in the Grade 1 Scale Book that's why my sister never learn it. Since we can do nothing, I told her, "Just tell the examiner that scale not included in your syllabus". So went she sit for that test, the examiner really ask her to play A Minor scale!! My sister did what I've told her today XD! Guess what the examiner say? He said "I'm Sorry. Is my fault. Not your fault." XD
CURRENT MOOD: laughing


JUNE 4, 2003 
I'm going to "try" to do my computing project.. its due Monday!!  *freaks out* I have a feeling that I'll be busier next term especially until November! I wonder what I'll come up with next...*sweat drops* 
School starts next week *sighs* Bye bye holidays. It was nice knowing you T_T Enough for today I think. Sorry it took me so long to update this blog. That's because I'm not in the mood to write. Or too busy with school work. 
CURRENT MOOD: bitter


JUNE 3, 2003
"I'm not in the mood to blog." It was funny hearing myself make the same excuse over and over again. Funny, and a little sad. Maybe is just for today, I think.... Well, I just came back from Cameron Highland and feel a little bit tired right now. 
The reason why I enter this entry, I want to prove to some people that I'm actually still very alive and kicking. Well not actually 'kicking', but I have Mathematics homework to do later on. I have 4 sets questions to complete. The questions so tough!! I didn't know how to solve it! Can someone please kindly help me??? 
Kobby: Me! Me!! Me!!
Kares: Urusai -______-;;;;
Today, I watch Samurai X. I loved Sanosuke's character (very kakoii!!). AXN, show Vandread again -__-;; this animation sucked!! How could they show the same animation more than 3 times?!?! I want Gensomaden Saiyuki!! 
CURRENT MOOD: mad


JUNE 2, 2003
I was watching MTV Tokyo Seoul Express this afternoon and I saw Hyde's latest PV "HELLO"!! Finally, I got the chance to see this PV!! Yeah! Yeah! Hyde!! 

CURRENT MOOD: lovely


JUNE 1, 2003
Oh yeah, new layout again! A Sugizo layout! I've been searching for an image like this for the longest time! I love this one more than version 3.0. Hope you guys like it as well! For your information, I'm not the person who made the Sugizo image. I saved it from a site. I'm not so sure where that picture's from. Please let me know if you knew who's the creator of this picture. Domo Arigato. Actually, I planned to feature Hyde in this layout.. unfortunately, I didn't found any nice picture.
Some of you may have noticed the fan listings I've joined. Well most would already know I'm a Gensomaden Saiyuki and Yu Yu Hakusho fan. Like most anime, I started to get into it because of the dub. But the dubbing's not all that bad. It's all I have, really, so I can't complain. I love the series though. It's so cool. My favorite characters are Hakkai, Kougaiji and Kurama. If you haven't watched this animation yet, I highly recommend it to you! 
CURRENT MOOD: happy


MAY 30, 2003
Currently, I'm enjoying my 1 weeks holiday and refusing to do Computing Assignment. It's holidays for Kares's sake and they give homework.
 P.S: Kares still not yet finish her April Home Work! DAME! My schedule is packed! Anywhere, I decided to take it very easy this year, and I'm so glad I did because it's come to the point where I don't care anymore. 
CURRENT MOOD: happy


MAY 28, 2003
I'm getting too stressed. I even cried in school today. I can't take it anymore. My friends keep bothering me with their own problems. I'm not so sure what's the big deal until both of my friends (emm.. can considered as my "close" friends) argue. Both side also telling me the same problem and what they feel about each other. Ahh!!! >__< 
After my year in form 2, I never take relationship so seriously. Is all cause by one of my best friend who betrayed me. Actually, not one, is about 7 ~ 8 friends who betrayed me! From that moment, I never wanted a best friend anymore. 
A friend of mine told me that I don't look like a person with a lot of problems. She told me that I smile and joke every day. Hah?!? 0_o?!? Actually, none of my friend knew me well. They know me as Ker Yee Wun in school not Kares in home. To tell you the truth, I do have a lot problems that bothering me for the past 10 months. It's all started when I'm sit for my Aural Exam in July. Till today the problem haven't solve yet. I didn't really like to go into too much detail about my personal life, I might hurt someone's feelings. But I really want to get this out and off of my head. Normally, I go to Kah Nyin or Joni, but I honestly I don't want to bother them with my petty problems. I don't know why, but whenever I try and tell them something, I get this feeling that is very embarrassed to tell someone about your problems or I shouldn't be doing that. So, my blog's the only place where I can tell out my problems.
In addition, today's my last day for Term 1! Then, I have 1 week holidays! I should plan my time table wisely ^.^b
Ricco: Really arr? 
Kares: You think I will? 
CURRENT MOOD: sad


MAY 22, 2003
I'm currently in the process of downloading Window Media Player. This file so big! Almost 10 MB!!! I need this software to watch Sugizo's Rest In Peace & Fly Away PV. Ricco was nice enough to download all the PV I wanted to see for a very long time ago then burn it into a CD and send to me! Domo Arigato Ricco!!! I'm still working on downloading the software. The first 5MB took me... oh, about 45 minutes *dies* still have 5MB left!
CURRENT MOOD: headache


MAY 21, 2003
My life is pretty much very boring and I don't feel like writing about it. Doesn't it suck when u seem to have so much to write during the day then when you are on the computer, u have NOTHING! I want to get the Good Charlotte CD. They are a really good band. 
I received Ricco's Rabbit Express today XD I can watch Rest In Peace & Fly Away PV now!
CURRENT MOOD: bored


MAY 19, 2003
I've actually finished my Turbo C++ Task. \(^.^)/ It took me the whole of this evening to figure out how to solve the problem!! I tell you, it was not fun at all. Programming is like hell to me! I don't have any special talent for it. Now all that's left for me to do is the story boarding about "My Favourite Place". Well, I still have plenty of time to complete it. On a different note, what do you think would be better to ask for? CD Player or Web Cam? Or something else within that same price range? My friend from Japan will be coming soon and he's asking me what I want. What I really want is a MD Player but since that is way too EXPENSIVE!! Since I'm not interested to have a Web Cam or CD Player either,  I'm thinking along the lines of a Moon Child DVD or Hyde's latest single "Hello". After all, I should ask for Moon Child DVD.
CURRENT MOOD: blush


MAY 16, 2003
After certain events, I don't care. And, if that person continues to read this, then that's their fault. I don't pry into their private life, not exactly sure how they have the right to pry into mine, with this said logical thinking. I've got nothing to hide, and if you become offended, or can't handle the truth, then STOP READING.  This isn't going anywhere. This blog has been around longer than you have. I was here first.
CURRENT MOOD: angry


MAY 15, 2003
I've gone one week without email, SMS or phone my "close" friend. Well, something happened between us though I think it's one sided. Feeling left out, twice. When going out with her, I don't feel what is used to be before. I don't feel any fun or happy either. I feel the gap between both of us getting wider and wider... Last time, I used to call her noticing about the latest information I received about J-Rock or V-Rock but now... I don't know what to say to her anymore. Should I call her or not? If I call her, what should I say? Sometimes, I feel like the ways she talk to me quite annoying... Well, I think, for the time being, the best solution is not to call her.
CURRENT MOOD: sad


MAY 13, 2003
Well, I think my room's really in a big mess! If I'm not mistaken, I haven't sweep or clean my room at least for 2 weeks time. It's not very important, right? A teacher of mine, told me that, I should never tidy up my room course if my room's clean, I might ended up sleeping as soon as I enter my room. Cleaning my room is a waste of time, I think. Yes... it is. Course whether I tidy it up or not I still ended up sleeping in my room!! ^.^v Ahh... just a waste of time!
CURRENT MOOD: laughing


MAY 12, 2003
I've pre-order Hyde's Hello Single & it cost me RM 69.90!!

CURRENT MOOD: cry 


MAY 11, 2003
Another long break from blogging. A lot of things happened the past week that's why I couldn't blog. Basically it was the computing assignment or presentation week. Everything went quite well.. maybe except me not doing my Chemistry studies but that's another story. 
CURRENT MOOD: bored


MAY 6, 2003
I'm some sort of bloggers... It's like, I want to write, but every time I open this page, I get nothing. The problem is I don't know how to start my story. I'm poor in Grammar. I ended up staring at the monitor for how long, waiting for my fingers to type something. It's very frustrating! 
CURRENT MOOD: mad